~1000 words~°suspended on silver wings°~

2010-08-13T12:23:00.003+08:00

all right all right! i'll update!

haha.

My holidays started near the end of February and, now--- i'm still having my holidays!

Man! I want to study right now! Seeing so many of my friends starting school (some already started a few months back) makes me so envious. hmmm. maybe, i'm feeling more than just envious, i'm JEALOUS.

I travelled to 3 countries during my holidays.

Myanmar, Nepal and China (Fu Zhou).

Man! I'm not bragging or anything but, after my trip from Nepal, i didn't want to go to China. It was just too many aeroplane trips here and there. Some of the photographs are already on Facebook. (Sorry to those who are not my FB friends!)

Lately, i've been giving tuition to 3 kids, teaching piano to a primary school boy. I did 2 relief teaching sessions at Chua Chu Kang Pri. School for a music-keyboard programme.

Currently, i'm doing relief teaching at NUS-little skool house.

I'm just gonna get even busier.

Busier...

Damn! Japanese class (elementary 2). Shiat! Test?

Even busier...

What? Sunday school teaching with my c0-teacher sitting down with the student to target question-bullets to shoot at me.

Gah! I'm dead meat.

Hah! Whatever! Even when i'm dead, i bet i'd still be busy. haha.

疲れた！もういいよ！

ブライアンさん　つかれたですよ！

ぼくわ　て少しねむいんです！

ｚｚｚｚｚｚｚｚ。。。

おやすみ！

ブライアン。

2010-03-25T15:23:00.003+08:00

Prom night is next wednesday already.

Somehow, I don't really look forward to it since lots of my other friends and classmates are not attending.

Still, i'm gonna go and make the best out of the $65 i have paid. T.T

I've been watching so many japanese animes that i have lost count of how many animes i have completed. Doing this to familiarize with japanese too. Though it's not going to be enough. i need someone who can practice Japanese lang. with me!

Oh yeah. i was looking up the internet about Japanese language schools.

Who wants to join me in elementary class?

there's Ikoma and another school Bunka.

I'm quite interested in Bunka though.

here's the website:

http://www.bunkalang.com/courses_schedules.shtml

Anybody who is interested please let me know. =)

regards,

Bryant

2010-03-23T15:40:00.007+08:00

It's time for me to go back to blogging 'bout my life.

I'm not on hiatus anymore!

Time has pass a tad too fast.

4 years back

i was still in YJC, joining 2 ccas thinking that I was good enough to handle them along with my studies.

JC was a tough time, at that time, the JC kids were saying:

hey man! I'm so envious about the poly students, they've got it really cool. Long lunch hour breaks, so SLACK and relaxed. They have longer holidays. And we have to start school 1 month earlier than them.

Gee...

Random quotes from a teacher in YJC:

Physics teacher:

What is this? LOWEST MARKS IN THE WHOLE OF COLLEGE. Why don't you go to a poly instead?

Upon reflecting now, it just makes me think, is this the impression that polytechnic education/student/life leaves behind in people's mind?

3 years back

*cell phone rings*

Jason: Eh weihan! Ngee Ann Poly has Dip. In Psychology leh! I just thought i'd just call to let you know about it. (thanks jason! that call probably changed my whole life. for the better.)

At the time, i was studying for promotional exams.

Results wasn't great and was mediocre.

Life was like SHIT then. The only thing that made me look forward to school was the Guitar Ensemble.

I made a very big decision in my life. I talked to my parents about changing schools and studying what i wanted after 1 year of not knowing what i want to pursue in life.

I applied for:

1st choice: Psychology in NP

2nd choice: Early Childhood in NP

3rd choice: Business Study in NP

[the rest of the choices are not important]

I left YJC with helloads of weight off my chest and looking forward to my life in poly [making new friends, having many aspirations and dreams for my future which seemed brighter than before.

The postings came out and i got my 2nd choice. Albeit, being slightly disappointed for not getting my 1st choice, i was still happy.

Life was great in poly. I made new friends, joined an awesome cca [despite what happened in 2008], performed well in my studies and became more independent.

Field Practicum aka attachment, project work and performances in school, at esplanade, the NLB, at ngee ann city and others. Haaahhh.

I gained lots of experience from these performance and academic related stuff.

1 year ago:

Me: OMG! 2 years already, and now we are Year 3's. Suddenly feel less young! Damn it. These freshies are PLAYING laptop on the canteen tables during LUNCH HOUR? F $ % @! Not only that, people think i am a FRESHIE. Dammit, why do these freshies look so OLD.

Friend: YAR! Wah lao, kope table play laptop. da bao lunch already. no time!

and yet another conversation below...

Friend: wah lao. Who are the ones who keep saying POLY LIFE DAMN SLACK ONE ARH? If i hear anyone say that, i'll slap/smack them.

Me: yeah. Poly life just gives us more freedom to plan our time according to deadlines given by the school.

Now (2010)

Having gone through 3 years of tertiary education at NP, I can proudly say that, these 3 years were the best and the most well-spent. I found what i was passionate about, i opened my eyes to many things, i started living in the real world and stopped deluding myself into thinking that bad things only happened to me.

Here's something from me:

"Help yourself before asking people for help. Respect others if you want others to respect you. Only through putting in effort, can you succeed in life."

Just last week:

Me: OMG GRADUATE ALREADY. NO MORE SCHOOL. SIAN. NO SCHOOL TO LOOK FORWARD TO. =(

Everyone around me is talking about NS this and NS that.

hmm...

.....

....

...

........................................I miss school.

2009-11-20T21:49:00.001+08:00

ON HIATUS.

2009-09-22T16:07:00.006+08:00

yeah man! this is my 120th blog post. this blog has here since I was either in sec 1 or 2. I observed the way I blogged and I have realized huge change in how I connect my sentences together.

In the past, I used .... and more .... to separate my sentences. I seemed to be prim and proper during that time I blogged and with the magic (....), my ideas and words seemed to flow smoothly.

The holidays have long started and I received my exam results too. I'm happy with my score this time. I shall aim for gpa 4 again. I do want to get a Diploma with Merit after all~

I have studied hard so now, it's time for me to play hard.

Recently, i have been giving my sec 1 cousin, English tuition. I have been teaching him comprehension and summary techniques, sentence structure, intonation; highs and lows of sentences and of individual words (thanks to Advanced Speech Training module!) and even some of the phonetic symbols.

I would like to see my efforts to help my cousin reflected by my cousin's good results in his coming final year exam!

Yesterday, Tim, Jingxiang, Jinjin, Jocelyn, Jessica and me went to Sentosa. Being ME~ I was late as usual. (I know i know~ i wanna change that too guys!) XD the moment we were there, we had a common thought which was *OMG HUNGRY, FOOD! EAT!*

haha.

after spending god knows how long we spent at Vivocity, we finally traveled up the many long long long long escalatorsssss right to the top floor where the skytrain to Sentosa was.

Jingxiang and i was like, omg. why so many?

i said something like, "i don't think it's a queue bah! i think it's the gathering crowd who is waiting for their friends"

IT TURNED OUT THAT THE "GATHERING CROWD" was a QUEUE! OMGWTFBBQOMGOMGOMGOMGZOMGZOINKS!!! There was like 1872639876298765234 more people than we expected. if the 166298760980981984376 people there were all 10 times their weight, i bet the whole building will start sporting cracks along the wall and floor. haha.

Eventually, we decided to take a bus down sentosa. The bus station was also very crowded but it wasn't as bad as the skytrain station. The total human population at the bus station was APPROXIMATELY 263948756198273649821739487 divide by 100. *SHUCKS! you guys know that this is an exaggeration right?*

Parting with our precious $3, we boarded the bus and YAY! we were on our way to sentosa.

For the pictures, please view my Facebook profile photos for them. Posting up photos on blogger is the last thing that i would do. XD

We headed to Palawan beach after leaving the mini bus "depot" haha.

Things we did were:

1) playing with sand

2) Drinking water

3) playing volleyball

4) toileting

5) playing with sand

6) digging sand

7) eating snacks

8) digging sand and OMG THERE WAS A COLONY OF GREEN BEAN CRABS THAT WAS GATHERING AROUND MY FEET. LOL! i freaked out as i thought they were jellyfishes.

9) eating cup noodles

10) eating potato chips

11) playing sand

12) listening to music

13) talking crap. hah!

14) well, there was nothing much for us to do.

NExt time! we organize a more FUN outing. with less eating k! haha!

Booya! Next time!

2009-08-18T22:32:00.003+08:00

Ahh... i'm no longer on hiatus.

First! i needa reply some tags in my tagboard:

Jus: LOL! wa jing leh! can suan the kid also. eh! dig your nose so much, nose big how? next time as big as your toe then you know. XD

Kozine: haha! Let me listen to it one day k! then i want to kope from you the chord progression! haha!

Joc: lol! yeah. it was indeed fast! haha. Looks like my blog is still alive even though i'm not around. haha!

Okay. To start the actual blogpost...

Right now, all the year 3 ECH students are like having fun, enjoying... and exams would be a word that sounds distant.

Holidays for me:

1) Driving (hardcore) *i will finish learning driving on the 15th September.*

2) Japanese classes (every Friday evening)

3) My usual piano lessons (every Thursday evening.)

4) The usual teaching @ Sunday school (every Sunday *duh* lol.)

5) And MAYBE a part-time piano teacher job every saturday (9-6pm)

6) Exercising (hardcore) *NAFA is coming. Train up everyone!*

7) OF COURSE! how can i forget about gaming! JX and ML! hurry up with your exams! I'm dying from solo-ing in WoW.

for my driving lessons, all i can say is, driving is FUN AND more fun i guess? haha. during my first lesson, i was thinking, "WAH KAO! OMG! I AM MOVING THE CAR! MOVING! *amazed @ self" i completed my 3rd lesson just yesterday, 3 down, 22 more! haha!

haha. BYE!

Weihan

2009-07-26T12:49:00.000+08:00

ON HIATUS till 14th August.

2009-05-29T16:15:00.004+08:00

i am in love with this!

(search

LOVE STORY (Taylor Swift) meets VIVA LA VIDA (Coldplay) - Piano Cello - by Jon Schmidt

on youtube.)

It's seriously so good! I'm addicted to it already!

Enjoy the music as much as I have!

cheers,

bryant

2009-05-20T22:50:00.002+08:00

LOL. i was youtubing and found this! haha.

have fun sesame streeting!

Wait for the classic moment at the end! XD

Regards,

Bryant

2009-05-13T20:25:00.003+08:00

Okay. i'm going to post something super-uber hilarious. To people who are not in the ECH field, you might find it funny, but for ECH people, its super hilarious!!! haha! last night i was going crazy over not understanding how finish up my project. Then... I just typed something funny on my msn nickname which is this:

"You see child A digging his nose. What should you do? a) Positive Reinforcement b) Time away c) Smack the child? XD "

My friend gave me this answer, as the conversation continued, i just couldn't contain my laughter.

anyway! i did not provide the correct option in that question. LOL.

Here goes! Have a good laugh everyone!

oh gods. i hope the Principles and Practices of Classroom Management teacher doesn't strangle us. lollll.

Random Friend says:
is this a valid question

Random Friend says:
i would solve it by positive reinforcement.. DIG SOMeMORE..WHAT DO YOU THINK WILL HAPPEN NEXT? 1) UR NOSE BLEED, 2) U HAVE ENLARGED NOSE HOLE 3) U WILL FIND SOME GOOEY STUFF, 4) U CAN BREATHE BETTER 5) U REALISE THAT UR FINGER CAN ACTUALLY FIT

Random Friend says:
ohh its not nose hole btw..

Random Friend says:
its nostrils

Random Friend says:
lols

Bryant says:
LOL

Random Friend says:
u know they need concrete experiences

Random Friend says:
let them try lar

Bryant says:
LOLL

Bryant says:
has the one page belief driven u mad

Bryant says:
LOL

Random Friend says:
no lar

Random Friend says:
still saint

Random Friend says:
haha

Random Friend says:
but u see.. digging nose its quite a holistic approach leh

Random Friend says:
emotionally they feel good

Random Friend says:
physically its fine motor and manipulative.

Bryant says:
LOLL

Random Friend says:
Intellectually they know that their finger can fit and it can clear their nose

Bryant says:
and cognitive u know!

Random Friend says:
socially they can do it tog

Random Friend says:
mass digging

Bryant says:
because they have to put a mental image in their brain to picture where their nose shit is

Bryant says:
lol

Random Friend says:
yess..

Random Friend says:
haha

Bryant says:
emotionally also

Bryant says:
have getting the shit out

Bryant says:
they feel damn successful

Random Friend says:
u can tune it in by singing " this is the way we dig our nose dig our nose dig our nose"

Bryant says:
hahaha!!!

Random Friend says:
reinforce concepts by asking questions like.. How do u think it taste like?

Random Friend says:
or.. wat other materials can u use to dig ur nose?

Random Friend says:
maybe a shovel?

Bryant says:
follow up activity: self and social awareness
children are split into groups of 2. Group A will dig Group B's nose

Random Friend says:
hahah!

Random Friend says:
shit this is super funny

Bryant says:
after 5 minutes, children are to share their experiences with each other

Bryant says:
while teacher write them down in LEA style

Bryant says:
LOLL

Random Friend says:
haha!

Bryant says:
children can then decorate their sentence

Bryant says:
with the nose shit they have picked

Bryant says:
LOLL

Random Friend says:
haha

Random Friend says:
full stop

Bryant says:
hahahaha!!

LOLLLLL.

Comments please!!

Bryant.

2009-05-08T10:53:00.002+08:00

JOANNE YOU PIG! 猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪！ XDDDD

i was using gmail to open up the emails to read the activities you guys sent!

猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪猪. hahahahahaha.

2009-05-07T23:08:00.002+08:00

HI WEI HAN((:

Joanne here!(: HAHAHA.. ORH HOR... HOW come your blogger account is logged in, in my com!(: hahaha.. okok.. i dunno your password(: HEH HEH(: blogging durin project time huh.. no wonder so slow huh... hahaha(: oh wells!! (: signing out now.. hahaha.. SO FUN TYPING on someone elses blog!((: HAHAHA... See you tomorrow!(:

2009-05-02T17:43:00.004+08:00

Swine flu alert!

Singapore is in Orange Code.

*PANIC* *NOOO~~!!* * OMG!* *WTF!* *SHIT!* *I KENA HOW*

lolll. XD

If you don't wanna kena Swine Flu, then just take care of yourself!

Exercise more, drink lots, have enough sleep and be happy!

Here's the phrase for today, i surprised myself the other day while thinking about it:

"Let's say, you see a person you don't like, let's just call him/her a bastard. You show the bastard the loser hand sign. You feel happy all about it. THEN... if one day, you see a loser, will you be a bastard? LOL. "

I know this might not make sense. but i was pondering about it for a while. haha.

Anyway, i changed my music source from imeem to mixpod.com. imeem.com keeps giving those 30 seconds crap even though i uploaded the music myself. haha.

Take care of yourself and watch out for others! BOOYA!

Bryant.

2009-04-24T23:34:00.002+08:00

recently i have signed up in the gym at school. for 2 sessions now, i have been feeling super super successful. I have lost weight and most importantly, i feel so much change in my lifestyle.

School has started, i am feeling the urge to do all my work diligently.

I have been listening to this christian song, i was just so speechless over the simple tune AND meaningful lyrics. then i paused and wondered.

"How come Buddhism doesn't have all these beautiful hymns and songs which just brings us closer to knowing more about buddhism? Where has the various methods of learning Buddhism gone to? Why the traditional way of learning Buddhism has to be through the intellectual domain? A simple song not only brings people together, but it somehow gives people a means of relating the song to their daily life. Have you ever pictured the immense positive energy from a wholesome activity which could be as simple as singing a song which "renews" our faith and gives us a new found perspective OR new found energy to perservere on?

I am just thankful for having heard the christian song which have truly inspired me to do the same thing for Buddhism. To spread the teachings of Buddha through music. Not everyone learns through the conventional method of sitting down and listening to a teacher go on for an hour+.

I want to give youngsters as well as young children to know that Buddhism in itself isn't something so boring and stagnant NOR something so restrictive. From my point of view, i certainly think, more youngsters are moving away from Buddhism due to the fact that, it just doesn't have enough holding power and doesn't give the youngsters enough reason to stay on to learn MORE about buddhism.

Sad eh?

I will certainly compose a song, so true about Buddhism and yet, mesmerizing which renews the lost faith of wavering Buddhist. what's more, it's the wholesome+positive energy invoked from listeners and people who sing to the song that i am looking for. With all that positive energy, it just makes people feel so peaceful and happy.

Who ever mentioned that music only makes people addicted?

P.S: you guys must be wondering what was the song that i was listening to, which made me so fired up.

Bryant.

2009-04-13T12:10:00.003+08:00

Yesterdays, sunday day school session was the most interesting to me, i got to meet up some of my friends whom i have not seen for months, and talk to a few of my students.

To my surprise, while having lunch with my class, one of the boys stayed back at the lunch table and chatted with us. He started off with talking about his own interests, then as we were more engrossed in the conversation, he mentioned that he had autism, but on the mild side. I was shocked to hear that. This piqued my interest alot. Many questions were running through my head. After having known a little about Autism, and having spent some of my holidays reading about Autism, I asked him curiously, what were the problems he faced in his general education school as well as the special school.

He said, he always had cases of classmates bullying him in the general education school, having heard all the vulgarities, he was taught to ignore. At times he struggles a challenging problem inside him whether he should scold them back with what was thrown at him. He would then remember his fathers advice on people bullying him.

After hearing what seemed to be the boy's main concern in schools, i started wondering and thinking back. In sunday classes, he also gets bullied by his classmates. Not only do the bullies poke fun and call him names, they dislike him too.

I as a teacher in charge of them, should do something about it.

I am thinking of talking to the whole class about the boy's condition and explain to the class how things can be hard for him and how we all can work together to make is learning successfull.

But, i should approach the boy to ask him if he is agreeable with informing the class about his condition first.

Any comments? I would like to approach this matter with utmost sensitivity and i would like to avoid stepping on anyones toes.

Bryant.

2009-03-29T13:25:00.002+08:00

Holidays has been great for me.
Working working working. haha.
My exam results have really really surprised me in a good way. I performed better than I had expected. I think, many people this semester have really done quite well. Really happy for them too. =)
At this rate, all of us can get a chance to further studies together. yeah.

Blogging for me has taken a step back as we all can see. haha.
my cca's concert is over. I've certainly learnt alot from this cca, in one lies passion, however, with passion comes desire. That desire is something one must look over and control to prevent it from causing unhappiness and causing one to lose friends close to them.

Also, one vital thing which I have learnt is, communication is very important, through not communicating, but suspecting one another, making assumptions as well as not clearing one's doubts with another, is not going to solve problems. But, as a matter of fact, it would make things worse.
Thus, being straight to the point and not creating senseless gossips nor incorrect accusations on people would:
firstly make things clearer to you,
secondly, understand the intention of the other party and
lastly, be able to get feedback from the other party.

Having learnt and gone through many social challenges and issues, i have improved myself since Day 1 when I joined the club. I wish for everyone in the cca to be happy and let the music we all play spread and make people enjoy it. Music is supposed to be something which makes people gather and enjoy so, let it be that way and don't let music be the reason to start off something unnecessary. =)

Best wishes,
Bryant

2009-02-18T10:51:00.002+08:00

Dear friend,

i am so sorry to hear of the loss of someone close to you.

Although i do not really know how you are feeling right now, i am sure it really hurts and pains your heart to find this close one's presence is missing from your life.

It hurts. Really hurts.

As tears crawl down your cheeks unknowingly, please, don't stop them from flowing.

The tears represent your feelings of loss, hurt and pain. Leaving behind the happy memories of the close one in your heart.

I am dedicating this song on my blog to you.

Please do stay strong and remain cheery. We, your classmates and friends will always be here to give you a helping hand if you require. We will give you emotional support. Friends. =)

Here is the translated lyrics of the song.

Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
Where are you and what are you doing now?

For me who's 15 years old
There are seeds of worries I can't tell anyone

If it's a letter addressed to my future self,
Surely I can confide truly to myself

Now, it seems that I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
This one-and-only heart has been broken so many times
In the midst of this pain, I live the present

Dear you,
Thank you
I have something to tell the 15-year-old you

If you continue asking what and where you should be going
You'll be able to see the answer

The rough seas of youth may be tough
But row your boat of dreams on
Towards the shores of tomorrow

Now, please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice
For me as an adult, there are sleepless nights when I'm hurt
But I'm living the bittersweet present

There's meaning to everything in life
So build your dreams without fear
Keep on believing

Seems like I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?

Please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice

No matter era we're in
There's no running away from sorrow
So show your smile, and go on living the present
Go on living the present

Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
I wish you happiness...

手紙～拝啓十五の君へ～

アンジェラ�アキ

拝啓　この手紙読んでいるあなたは　どこで何をしているのだろう
十五の僕には誰にも話せない　悩みの種があるのです

未来の自分に宛てて書く手紙なら
きっと素直に打ち明けられるだろう
今　負けそうで　泣きそうで　消えてしまいそうな僕は
誰の言葉を信じ歩けばいいの？
ひとつしかないこの胸が何度もばらばらに割れて
苦しい中で今を生きている
今を生きている

拝啓　ありがとう　十五のあなたに伝えたい事があるのです

自分とは何でどこへ向かうべきか　問い続ければ見えてくる
荒れた青春の海は厳しいけれど
明日の岸辺へと　夢の舟よ進め
今　負けないで　泣かないで　消えてしまいそうな時は
自分の声を信じ歩けばいいの
大人の僕も傷ついて眠れない夜はあるけど
苦くて甘い今を生きている

人生の全てに意味があるから　恐れずにあなたの夢を育てて
La La La Keep on beliving

負けそうで　泣きそうで　消えてしまいそうな僕は
誰の言葉を信じ歩けばいいの？

ああ　負けないで　泣かないで　消えてしまいそうな時は
自分の声を信じ歩けばいいの
いつの時代も悲しみを避けては通れないけれど
笑顔を見せて　今を生きていこう
今を生きていこう

拝啓　この手紙読んでいるあなたが
幸せな事を願います

i wish happiness and good health to you, my friend.

Condolences,

Weihan

2009-02-11T13:35:00.009+08:00

Hey! haha. I really do update once in a month. haha.

I've been super busy with projects this whole month of january nearly 7 or more assignments to hand up in a month? [ i don't know the exact number of assignments but i swear that we have more than 16 assignments to hand in this semester]

Exams are coming, my first paper is on the 20th and last is on the 23rd. I better take good care of my health, else, my studies would be really affected.

Through the last month, January, i have realized, when you are too kind, not firm enough, too soft on people, with a hard to anger up character and maybe sometimes an airhead, people really take things to the extreme and push you to the end of the cliff with nowhere to go but to surrender to them. You've got to admit it, this is reality. If the world was void of people who take advantage of kind and compassionate people, will there still be a need for prisons?

also, when has it ever been a nice thing to gossip behind people's backs? Again, from experience, it is never right to talk bad things behind people's backs. I know, it might be a good topic to start off a conversation. We should always ask ourselves, whatever gossips that i am sharing with my friend about person X, can i repeat the exact same thing i have said to my friend to person X (face to face)? If you can't do it, then don't say it.

A proposed solution:
1) make time to meet up with person X, if you feel that person X has done something which you might not like and find out the reason why person X did so, rather than jumping to conclusions.

2) Be straight forward with person X. Don't leave things to later as it might sour the friendship even more.

Some stuffs that have happened to me:

i had 3 sore eye incidents. due to the contact lenses which i bought from school. Brandn name : "Definition". if you're using it and feeling any discomfort, please stop wearing it and change to a reliable brand.

Here's a picture of what happened to my right eye.

earlier today, i went to the optician and he check my eyes. I was told that i had eye lid infection which could have spread to my eyeball.

Here's just a short update, when my exams are over, i'll update again.

anyway, here's something to my close friends.

Play back the music on my blog and read it. =)

The Rain

People...

come and go.

As they step in and out of our lives,

they leave footprints of themselves behind in our hearts.

Sometimes, our hearts might be crushed by the weight of these footprints;

leaving unerasable markings on heart.

Delusioned and lost,

pained by the footsteps that were once on him,

the heart is left alone in the dark.

Shrouded in darkness;

he lies down and cries.

Feeling accused, hated,

and unmotivated,

he forgets who he once was.

Droplets of rain start peltering on his face,

washing away his tears of sadness.

Feeling better,

he sets off to find the source of light to lead him back to who he was;

the cheerful and optimistic heart.

However faint the light is,

determination as his only friend,

he perserveres on.

Never giving up on the hope of light,

fragments of memories of his virtuous friends return.

Piecing up the blurred vision of his memories,

he realizes how he forgot about the people who cared for him;

while he was groping in the darkness.

Radiant light seeps into the darkness,

gradually conquering it.

The light shines gently on him.

Leaving behind him, a shadow of his past.

Given a choice,

stepping out of his past,

he embraces the light,

moves towards it and looks towards to new horizon.

Regards,

Bryant.

2009-01-04T22:42:00.004+08:00

Happy new year! may the year 2009 be good one for everyone!
some tips for 2009 to make it a better one than 2008:
1) Be cheerful and SMILE more
2) Think twice before spending your allowance.
3) with the recession that has come to stay, save up your allowance for emergency days!
4) plan your time well
5) Spend more time with your family
6) Be more generous, the art of sharing/giving is a joy. [i only realized this during the last quarter of 2008)

I've been working part-time during the weekends at Little Skool House. The job is pretty interesting however the hours are long. I guess, i will adapt to it soon. I'm saving up money to treat myself! hope i can treat myself during semester holidays! =DD
To my close friends: I might treat you guys too! maybe ice cream = D

Here's how i spent my 31st Dec '08 afternoons, ENJOY!

weihan

2008-12-25T12:16:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone!

To Jocelyn, Nikos, Dorothy: Thanks for the sms! Merry Christmas to you guys too! my sms's just could not get through to you guys. Probably because many people are sending too many messages to each other. its overloaded!

To all my sunday school students: Merry Christmas to you all! May you find happiness and share the joy of finding happiness with everyone! May all be well and happy! May we never falter in the teachings and always question 'why' instead of blindly following. See you guys real soon!

To Jin Jin: Thanks for leaving a tag behind! Merry Christmas to you too! Let's all meet up real soon!

To Jing Xiang and Ming Li: Merry Christmas to you guys! Appreciate you all for being there.

To the rest of the people who i have forgotten: MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

anyway, this is a little Buddhist teachings that i want to tell my sunday school students, if you are non-buddhist and don't mind reading it, then please read on!

The Mangala Sutra has stated that: [i'll just point out a few, this really teaches you things in real life experiences]

"Not consorting with fools,

consorting with the wise,

paying homage to those worthy of homage:
This is the highest protection."

Not consorting with fools tells you that:
Fools hold wrong views, that is why they do immoral deeds, and neglect to do wholesome deeds.
In the ultimate sense, not to associate with fools means to remain aloof from foolishness. Whenever one meets others, one should focus on and encourage wise conduct, and overlook or discourage foolish conduct.

To Associate with the Wise tells you that:
Unlike fools, the wise are those who observe basic morality carefully. The wise cultivate wholesome deeds such as charity, morality, meditation, reverence, service, learning the Dhamma, etc., and they hold right views. Wise friends restrain us from evil and urge us to do good.

To Honour Those Worthy of Honour tells you that:
People are worthy of honour for many reasons. One should respect those who provide material and spiritual benefits: parents, teachers, employers, monks, public servants, etc. One should also respect those with more refined morality, greater learning, or greater age. Respect may be shown in various ways, by service, homage, etc.

"Living in a civilized land,
having made merit in the past,
directing oneself rightly:
This is the highest protection."

Living in a Suitable Locality tells you that:
To fulfil the three blessings stated above, we need to live in the right place. In some places it is difficult to meet wise and good teachers who can point out the meaning of Dhamma. [in the case for non-buddhist: it could mean good morals and conduct] Someone who meets only fools, must suffer a lot, even if they are wise and good.

Setting Oneself in the Right Course tells you that:
It takes wisdom and patience to build good character. One who fulfils all of the preceding blessings, will be naturally inclined to cultivate virtue, but most people will have to make special efforts to avoid wrong doing and correct their defects. Knowing one’s faults is a good start, but we need great humility, honesty, and patience to correct ourselves.

I won't be stating all of the sutra down, but just snippets here and there. This here, is the second last verse:

"When affected by worldly conditions,
If one’s mind remains unshaken;
Sorrowless, Stainless and secure,
This is the most auspicious sign. "

When Affected by Worldly Conditions, if One’s Mind Remains Unshaken tells you that:
When the highest path has been attained, the Arahant is unaffected by gain and loss, praise and blame, fame and defame, happiness and sorrow.
Here's a Zen Story to help you explain further: A young girl got pregnant, but did not want to reveal the father. When pressed by her parents, she said it was a monk living in the local monastery. The parents scolded the monk, but he just smiled without protesting. When a boy was born, they took him to the monk and left him. The monk devotedly cared for the boy for seven years. When the girl married, she wanted her boy back, so went and took him. The monk smiled and blessed her and the boy, wishing them every happiness. He did not sorrow over the loss of his novice.

Sorrowless tells you this:
An Arahant is completely free from sorrow, grief, and despair. “From affection springs grief, from affection springs fear. If there is no affection, whence grief, whence fear?” (From the Dhammapada, verse 212) A truly mindful meditator can enjoy similar bliss through keen awareness.
To non-buddhist: this could just mean that if you are ATTACHED to something, there will always come an end to the attachment. It's cause and effect. They come as a pair, without a cause, there won't be a effect. Similarly, with no effect, it would not have a cause nor lead to another cause. Thus, without feeling attached to something will free you from sorrow, grief and despair.

To end this whole post off, i wish everyone a merry christmas and a 2009 year!

cheers!
weihan

2008-12-08T01:03:00.003+08:00

It's really a long time since i blogged. Everyone's telling me that my blog is dead and all.

Reason: Busy with assignments and aiming for my A's.

School has really been a mad and crazy rush this semester. Time is not slowing down!

Dad said this when i was young, time and tide waits for no man. Now, i really understand what this means. Time management is very very important. Especially if you have 2++ assignments to submit every week, it really calls for serious sitting down to do up your weekly schedule. My response to this would be: If you can't beat 'em, join'em! So, being realistic enough, you would know that you can't beat time, whatever you do, time still flies and passes. If time is too fast, then join him! This way, you will always be on time. =)

The term holiday's coming. 3 weeks. I had better cherish these 3 weeks of precious time to do my assignments and spend time with my family.

Here are some pictures for you to enjoy.

Ice Cream from IceKimo

Ice cream from Marvelous Cream (as seen from the serviette)

Metta my cat; entertaining himself at 12.40am

Home-made pizza; it tasted reall good! =D

My veggie pattys; very tasty too!

Alright! its super late right now! anyway, i changed my blog song, the kingdom hearts one was kindy emo. Enjoy the new song Hug by DBSK.

Cheers!

2008-11-09T17:55:00.002+08:00

School has started. I'm getting busy with all my homework and assignments. Textbooks this semester have cost be at least $120. I'll have to work very hard if i am going to aim for the scholarship i have applied. And also! not to waste money! the textbooks are super expensive! If i get lousy grades, it means i have wasted money on buying the textbooks as i didn't use them well.
anyway, more pictures will be up soon from my birthday, to the cheque presentation camwhore pictures a few of us took and also some pictures i snapped here and there from the botanical gardens.
I had a rather nice birthday celebration. No presents though! haha. because of my grandfather's 100 day not being over yet. [but, amy, dorothy, evangeline, joanne and jia ling bought me a nice T-shirt.]
haha. to end of this short post! here's a lame joke i watched on tv.
*Y picks up a mirror*
Y: " WOW, THAT'S A BEAUTIFUL PICTURE"
*Y stares for 4 seconds*
*Z throws a pillow at Y*
Y: "Oh, its a mirror~"
*Y chuckles and LOL"

Bryant

2008-10-09T13:34:00.004+08:00

i'm up and awake after those 3 tiring days during the chalet.

The chalet was just alright.

Firstly, i would like to thank Jing Yi, Celeste, Evelyn, Sue Ying, Yan Zong who helped to sweep up the place, mop the place to make it clean place to be in for the 3 days and 2 nights.

Secondly, i would like to thank those who have been helping me out in the kitchen during evening time for preparing all the barbecue food. All the wrapping, marinating, starting of fire. I really appreciate the help. Thank you, Evelyn, Fiona, Guan Yu, Jocelyn, Jia Hui, Jing Yi, Jessica, Nikos, Qin Yuan, Yan Zong, Zhuang Ying. And thank you to those of you who i can't recall.

Thirdly, I would want to thank my mum who made the time to come down from home to pasir ris despite her busy work schedule and my injured cat at home. She came to cook the bee hoon for us, show and teach us how to prepare the chilli fish, helped us start the fire in time for the barbecue. And, also. For the chocolate cake from bengawan solo that was bought for everyone to encourage all of us to continue to play the music we have always played in the past.

The cake tasted really nice. I asked mum to get the receipt for the fish and everything, yet she said it was a treat for everyone. How sweet. :)

I felt rather sad because, not many people like ate the bee hoon and so much food was wasted.

Next, I would like to thank Justina for the appreciative message. Thanks. =)

Lastly, I was really very touched when Fiona and Zhuang Ying bought me a bottle of Herbal Tea. They thanked me and my mum for preparing and cooking food during the chalet.

I'm really glad. Really. =)

Weihan.

2008-09-30T14:45:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, when i'm really bored. i just sit down and wonder.
Was JC really better or is Poly better?
Although i have come from a JC and now i'm in a poly. I really still do wonder what things would be like. Oh well... wondering is one thing. The present and what's ahead is what matters at hand.
Drifting back upon my past decisions and thinking whether i regretted have decided really does not matter doesn't it?
Having gone through this far. I shall not say which side is better as both sides have their good and bad points.
So right now! I am making a resolution that shall put aside all my reservations about my past decisions.
I will and WILL put in more effort in the next coming semester as well as the rest of my life in poly. I WILL get into the Director's List again. I WILL get into that Scholarship list.
For my future, not for anyone else. I WILL DO IT. I have been too complacent over those mediocre gpa's. I have been denying myself from my full potential to do even better.
Any obstacles that block me from my goals WILL be easily overcomed!
I believe in myself, i KNOW i can do it!
So people! Have you given some thought into your future?

Weihan

2008-09-29T00:22:00.004+08:00

Here i am again!
On Saturday, I caught this movie , " Mama Mia" at Plaza Singapura GV with Aloysius, Jessica, Jing Yi and Kenrick. Jia Hui, Linet and Pei Ling were supposed to come, but i don't really know why they didn't come. haha. anyway, Mama Mia is like a musical. It's a should watch!
For people out there who enjoyed High School Musical 1 and 2 because of their music and not because of the actors and actresses, you would enjoy Mama Mia even more!

The flu bug is still around. Some of my Sunday School friends got sick on the same day as me. Everyone, please take care of yourself! I passed my flu virus so some people in KE as well as my sister. ahh.. The weather has been freaky these few days too. Everyone please drink lots and eat more fruits!

I almost forgot! Today is cousin's outing and also a farewell dinner to Wei Xiang who's going to army soon! We had dinner at Waraku which is in the shopping centre with Clarke Quay Mrt station one. haha. can't remember. its some Central _________ dunnoe what. haha. I had this eggplant curry. Wooah! it tasted good. However, pricey! its okay. For my dear cousin, as he says, once in a while. My cousins were really nice. They said, " Its okay la! we go see the menu, if don't have anything for you to eat, then we just leave the place and decide on somewhere else to eat. " =))
After that, we walked around the perimeter of Singapore River and the sounds of the F1 racing cars were resonating throughout the whole place. After a while, the sounds kinda got irritating.
We then settled for this Dessert Shop called Ricciotti.

Me, Xiang and Jing Ying shared 2 orders of Ice Cream Gelato! haha. its really really good. lets leave the pictures to do the talking. haha.

Some Strawberry thingy with 2 cookies and one waffle chip. Quite nice and refreshing after a long walk.

A close up picture of the same strawberry one.

Oh! haha! this one is chocolatey! Very sinful! But once in a while, its good fuel to energy! haha.

Anyway, thats all the pictures i have of today. i'll update more! haha.

2008-09-25T21:39:00.004+08:00

okay. i know this is super super outdated. but i think everyone wants to see them too. These pictures were taken during kenrick's birthday. i spent almost my whole week's pocket money on just eating. haha. Despite the pricey food, the food was extremely good! After that, we went for Häagen-Dazs chocolate fondue!
Anyway, enough talk! let the pictures do the talking for me! haha.

The cookies that a few of us made for the cycling outing. i think only me, sueying, celeste, aloysius and kenrick made them.

Häagen-Dazs chocolate fondue! Just look at those ice cream balls!

The whole chocolate fondue set!

The fruits section for the chocolate fondue. let's see... there's green apple, strawberry and banana. mmm. =)

Finally a group photo together at Häagen-Dazs. Must thank the Häagen-Dazs person who took this picture for us. haha.

Look at the hamster! It's riding an elephant! and its yellow! ZOMG.

This little water droplet at the Marina Barrage Performance that day. haha.
P.S: its shorter than me. =DDD

Photo of xin ying, me and mingli at the marina barrage.

To end it off, this is KE. made from candles. they were done up by justina and yan zong i think...

thats all for now!
i guess you guys figured why i got so much time to post up so many pictures. haha. yeah. i was too bored. nothing to do. so i decided to put sometime to blog. blogger screwed me up twice. and i had to redo all again. haha

signing off,
weihan. =)

2008-09-14T22:29:00.004+08:00

Recently i've been reading the 三字经 (san zi jing). After reading so much on it. i have realised that the world was a nicer place in the past than what it is today.

人之初
性本善
性相近
习相远

Han Yu Pin Yin:

ren zhi chu
xing ben shan
xing xiang jin
xi xiang yuan

每一个人在刚出生的婴儿时期，本性都是善良的。这种善良纯洁的本性，人人都很接近，并没有谁有谁好，谁比较坏的差别。
但是，随着年龄的增长，每个人的学习环境和所学习的事物不同，有的人努力学习，愈来愈好；有的人却因为不好好学习而日渐堕落。因此，这种原本大家都想进的善良本性，就相差得愈来愈远了。

Translation:
Everyone single one of us who are born, right from the start when we were born, we were all compassionate being and inclined towards doing good. Everyone had almost the same level of compassion and good natured-ness.
However, as we grow up and become more old and mature, our learning environments change. Some of us strive hard for the best while some do not seize the opportunity and just become worse each day. Thus, the initial stage where everyone's state of good natured-ness and compassion has spilt apart and so have all our common good natured-ness and compassion which has slowly spilt apart.

yup. thats it for now. i just thought that i would like to share this bit of information. it really makes sense and sets oneself into self reflection.

weihan

2008-08-20T23:39:00.007+08:00

People, are such delicate creatures.

Being harmed in many ways.

Physically

Emotionally

...

Why is it so?

That our bodies succumb to illnesses, viruses, sickness and the most potent...

D-E-A-T-H?

...

Death is something,

everyone goes through.

We,

pathetic humans,

all of us,

will see meet face to face one day.

...

Your clock will stop ticking.

Your vision turns darker,

breathing subsides,

blood stops pumping

___________________ (dead)

On the 3rd of August, my grandfather passed away. The experience was definitely unspeakable.
Firstly, i would like to thank, my project group mates who were there to support me and come over to the funeral wake itself to do the project there [ Calista, Joanne and Melise. ]
Next, i would like to thank Evangeline who was helping me with Accounting past midnight with the test the next day.
Also, i would like to thank Sue Ying for coming down to school to meet me up on that monday to teach me accounting.
Again, Celeste and Sue Ying who were there for me.
Yet again, i also appreciate the help and support that some of my friends from Klavierensemble.
Thank you, Aloysius, Celeste, Jia Hui, Kenrick, Linet, Pei Ling, Sebastian and Sue Ying.

Grandpa, may you be happy for as long as the vastless span of space,

Weihan

2008-08-02T15:35:00.004+08:00

Well well well. Looks like the owner of this blog has decided to come back to blog about stuff.
Okay. let me talk about the most recent stuff which just happened. It is the 27th July 2008 Esplanade Concert brought to you by NP Klavierensemble, Reliving the Classics!
i would like to thank chia ling for making the bouquet of flowers, my mum for giving out flowers to many of us, 2B02 people who came, namely, Amy, Calista, Dorothy, Ellialyn, Evangeline and Yuan Bin, Maureen, Melise, Siu Wen and Syaz.
Also, Dad, Mum and Sis. All of you have been very supportive.
Most of all, i would like to thank those people i have been working very closely to make the whole esplanade concert a success and possible. they are, my duet partners, Li Bing and Tiffany.
Not forgetting, Sebastian who came over my place until the wee hours in the morning to practice the phantom song.
And also, Kenrick who helped me to turn page. Oh yeah! sorry Li Bing! for turning the page on that day! i thought i was in practice session. Lastly, Aloysius! thanks for teaching me how to improvise. I will adopt my own style soon! Just you wait! haha.

Now, as you guys know, i don't like to wait and post up the pictures bit by bit, thus! haha! i made a video of pictures. Enjoy and let the video start! The pictures were taken by Kenrick, Li Bing and Sebastian! Kudos to you guys!!!

Here is weihan signing off!
*wooosh*

2008-06-08T22:27:00.002+08:00

YEA! it's finally the term holidays! Truthfully speaking, i think i really really really deserve to have this term holidays.
Reasons:
1) i worked OT for my project.
2) because of my project, i slept in betweem 2am to 4am. The only latest time was 6am.
3) I studied hard for my accounting. btw, i got 86%! yeah! thanks sue ying!
4) I am very tired.

Yup!

Also, yesterday, Me, Aloysius, Jing Xiang, Justina, Kenrick, Sebastian and Sue Ying stayed over in school to reccee the whole school at night to finalize the plans for the camp. haha. so tired! but, it was worth it.

CAN YOU FEEL MY ANXIETY? I JUST CAN'T WAIT FOR THE CAMP! IT IS GOING TO BE SUPER DUPER FUN! *random*

Anyway, this post does not seem interesting as I said it would be. =( my apologies! haha. wait for the KE camp to be over and i shall return with many many pictures!

weihan

2008-05-27T18:18:00.004+08:00

ZOMG! RAWR! haha. these few days, i have been studying madly for my Financial Management [ Accounting ]. Credit goes to Sue Ying. I must admit, she teach accounting very well. But, cannot praise her too much, because she praised herself somewhere else. lol. yeah. but! with her coaching, i think my this 25% weightage Accounting test, i should be able to get A, if not a decent B+.
alright! i think, on the 16th May, KE had a steamboat outing! It was an overall Satisfying outing, however, it was rather pricey...

here are some pictures. let the pictures do the talking!

Aloysius eating.

Aloysius eating number 2.

Aloysius eating again No. 3!

The people facing the photo are Pei Ling on the left and Aloysius on the right.

Eh sy, they taking picture! pose lah!

Ready for some cooking action. err... auntie, where is my pot of tom yum soup??

Ready for somemore action!

Belinda, " why? want to cat fight ah?"
Joyce, " huh?"
Belinda: *Death glare*
Joyce: *smiles*

Yan Zhong and Robyn [from left]

Yo! over here! take pic here!

yup! thats all for the pictures that have me. LOL.
Look forward to my next update! i bet it's gonna be more fun than this one!

Weihan

2008-05-10T11:28:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the Benvenuto concert, i surely did enjoy myself.
Here are some pictures of the whole club and pictures of me. haha.

okay! right leg up!

Now, left leg up!

okay! both legs up!

Me playing Kiss Goodbye with sebastian singing.

Me turning page!

2008-05-05T09:16:00.002+08:00

Random joke:
My cousin's cousin asked me: Hey bryant ah, you in early childhood right?
Me: Yah. why?
Cousin's cousin: Oh, i wanted to ask you, your early childhood how early.
Me: *thinking, huh? is this some suanning or sarcastic question or what...diao -.-"* Huh? what you mean how early?
Cousin's cousin: Er.. like how early to how old.
Me: oh, chey! its from infant to before primary 1. * ._. *
Cousin's cousin: oh, because i have 2 friends also in early childhood.
Me: orh, ok. *lol*

Weihan.

2008-05-04T13:18:00.004+08:00

lol.
On friday
Joanne: hey weihan! if you have a girlfriend, will you tell us[refering to the clique]?
Me: Errr.. No?
Joanne in her high pitched voice: WHY?!
Me: Hahaha. If i got girlfriend then must boast to everyone that i have is it? Having one girl friend is no big deal what, don't need to tell the whole world.
Joanne: Huh? That means we will never know?
Me: Yeah. It's for you all to find out.
*this is where things start to go out of hand as the rest of the class hears the conversation"
Classmate 1: WAH! WEIHAN GOT GIRLFRIEND ALREADY LEH.
Me: =.= ehh. no leh?
*a big hoo haa in the class*
Teacher: Okay! lets take attendance now! today the attendance question of the day is A good student is _______.
me: *thinking* phew, lucky teacher saved the situation unknowingly from getting out of hand.

anyway, just to not make everyone confused, I DON'T HAVE A GIRLFRIEND. THANKS. lol.
more updates on the way!!

Weihan

2008-04-30T23:36:00.002+08:00

*takes trumpet out to play at 10.45pm.*
Mum: " So late already! later neighbour call police come and catch you then you know!"
me: " Won't lah! I asked my friends. They told me that before 11pm, the neighbours can't do anything because it is still within the legal time limit to make noise."
me: "anyway! i learnt alot about how to play the trumpet today! Let me let you hear what i learnt."
*plays moonlight serenade but stops halfway as thats what i can remember by heart*
Mum: "like that only ah?"
Me: "yah."
Dad tells mum: "He is improving very fast already."
*YAY! dad said i am improving!*
cool! heh heh.
Overall, today was great as i just had an hour of tutorial in the morning at 10am then the rest of the day, it was like TRUMPET practicing time. YEAH. I love it when you are not restricted to play softer at home. Then i find that i improve faster in school than at home.
After which, the new members of Klavierensemble came today for the orientation! COOL LEH! we played a handful of interesting games. haha. most of the time everyone was cheating anyway. haha!
After all the games and introduction, we had a self made healthy-filled vegetable cake with loads of whipped cream put on top. Pictures will come soon. I don't have them with me at the moment.

After birthday caking for Celeste and Weijian [ the april babies] with lots of cream on my face, hair and on Sue Yings face and hair, we cleaned up and everyone headed to KAP macs for dinner! it was like, 40+++ people dominating nearly half of KAP macs. it was just crazy! the staff at macs had to chase the people away to make way for us. SORRY to all those people who were studying for their UNI exams and those JC kids too. haha. *bo bian lo~ we are a big group!*

Haha. then the bishan people took 52 home together.

Random fact of the day:
1) I realised that my voice was in the A key.

*sleepy*

weihan

2008-04-29T21:25:00.003+08:00

On saturday, a group of us went to Esplanade to source for PIANO music duet scores for the beginners, and i went to there for a hunt for Joe Hisaishi Music Scores. But it was loaned out, CRAP. In the end i photo-copied this music score which is the 12 variations of Mozart's Twinkle Twinkle Little Star. It's very interesting. Later, at mid-noon, there was this Japanese Pianist who holds a Degree in Music from the University of Vienna who was invited down to the esplanade library showcase area for some a free performance. He was splendid! He played Mozart the way it should sound like and the right hand leaped up high the way Nodame from Nodame Cantabile did! lol. interesting!
After which, Belinda and Sebastian joined us in the late afternoon to go out for dinner. we all had fun and crapped about this certain girl in a certain piano ensemble dating aloy. LOL.
We went out to celebrate Sebastian's belated birthday at Mos Burger. Sebastian thought it would be just an ordinary dinner, but, we bought a cake and suprised him. haha! then we continued to crap on about Aloy and that girl. haha!

yeah. was fun to crap and rubbish with everyone there.

i shall start on today's events which made me so angry!
Today started off well with Financial Management which made the rest bored but certainly not me! it was so intriguing! all the account types and stuff. so interesting.
Right after Financial Management Lecture, i asked the whole class to go canteen 3 for lunch as all of us did not go there before.
Everyone was in awe as we went to canteen 3. the student attractive site in canteen 3 is the sentosa-designed toilet. Joanne was gleefully speaking at the top of her voice saying, " wow! so nice!" haha. *gets punched by joanne if she reads this.*
After that, majority of us headed back to the lecture theatre far far away from canteen 3. lol.
Designing Learning Environment was so-so. nothing much except to comment on the people's lethargic-ness which was something worth questioning at the later part of the day.
After Designing Learning Evironment, everyone headed to another lecture for Math For Young Children.
This is was first time i got so FUCKED up with people who talked during lecture. Here i am trying so hard, straining my ears to listen to the lecturer and there the people are HAPPILY CHATTING away LOUDLY. after so many cues of SHHHH... from multiple people who are concentrating on the lecture, these people just can't take the hint to shut the fuck up and listen to the freaking lecture! even though it is not an examinable module, does this mean that this lecture and module is not important? I really pity our lecturer. She must be feeling damn upset with her students not giving her the due respect, even though she respects her students as individuals.
I am very disappointed... Next time if this happens... i am going to blow my top and shout across the room and ask those talkatives to either shut up and listen to the lecture or leave the class to not disrupt those people who want to learn. Gees. And they are all turning 18 this year. So much for teaching children and asking them to keep quiet at the appropriate times when we our ownselves don't. SORRY man, NO SUCH LOGIC. What happened to ROLE MODELLING? WHAT HAPPENED?
FUCK!
*irritated*

Weihan

2008-04-24T18:47:00.002+08:00

okay. so it's been 3 days since i updated. Yesterday, right after Klavierensemble's interview session with the freshies that applied for Klavier and the debriefing, i went to Changi Airport Terminal 3 to send Biao Yong [Sunday School friend] to Sweden [3 years! damn long!]. As i rushed down by Ang Chor's car, i didn't get a chance to have my dinner.

Everyone took pictures with Biao Yong and cam whored some more by ourselves. As we were about to leave, I dropped by Ya Kun Toast and bought 2 sets of Butter Sugar toast and one cup of Soya Bean at Mr. Bean. [ that's my dinner!]

anyway! here's a picture of the many stacked together trolleys in T3. i found it very amazing!

Second week of school is getting tiring after ALL the longs afternoon classes that marathon all the way until 6pm. I guess i really need to sleep early and wake up early. I will need to plan my time well to avoid uncompleted tutorials, homework, in-class presentations to happen again.

Anyway, its feeding time. Check back here soon!

Weihan

2008-04-21T00:30:00.003+08:00

Week 1 of school: [Accomplished without difficulty]
All right! week 1 of school DOWN. Wayyyyy down. Nothing much to do in class other than the usual introduce-youself-games in every tutorial class.
Some how, i just foresee a very huge workload that would soon come piling up high. UP high into the sky mind you. haha!
Infant and Toddler Behaviour Development Module seems to be a heavy module with so many books, chapters, lecture notes and handouts to read before each lecture and tutorial. I guess WEIHAN HAS TO MAKE AN ASPIRATION HERE NOW!
Aspiration: To aim for 4.0 GPA with lots of determination and time management plus hard work that will contribute to the GPA 4.0.

Lastly, i really do hope that i can get a trumpet of my own so i can practice playing the trumpet at home. Only the scholarship award now, makes me look forward to that TRUMPET ON DISPLAY MINE.

*sleepy*
*Yawns*

Weihan

2008-04-19T22:51:00.004+08:00

Congratulations to myself on getting myself a crumpler bag! *clap hands*

*applause applause*

*bows*

i got this one!

Yay! Now i can stuff all the 23458723649283746587326 things i have to bring to school in one whole bag and never bother about carrying any stuff! I can bring this bag for camping too! its so big!

Weihan

2008-04-18T12:01:00.004+08:00

oh boy oh boy oh boy!!! here's what i really really want now!
1) a trumpet
2) crumpler bag

Anyway, i applied for this scholarship award. I do hope that i will get that award so i can buy my trumpet.
Also, a note to all my friends that. I AM NOT A LEOPARD THAT NEVER CHANGES IT'S SPOTS. it does not mean that i am late means i will be forever late! Just when i start to change for the better, all i get is negative comments on being early? like. WTF u know? geez.. people are so hard to please. some one gimme a knife!
Weihan is going cranky over everything that has happened during the first week of school. i guess, when there is cultural shock; there is SOCIAL INTERACTION SHOCK as well.
First week of school has just started and i am noticing many changes in my friends. I guess everyone changes their SPOTS right. so why can't I?
i guess i have to be even more assertive in future.

*fucked up*

weihan

2008-04-12T00:45:00.003+08:00

People come.....and go....in everyone's life. They step into your life to either leave an impression of them in you or spoil your life. People people people. Nice, atrocious attitudes, backstabbers, liars, big mouth, those that say mushy things and send chills down your spine, shameless, contradiction....
The saying goes, " A leopard never changes it's spots. " I beg to differ. Relating that back to PEOPLE, can't the person change from bad to worse? isn't that going to result in a change of 'spots'? changing could mean for the BETTER or the WORSE. Ain't I right?

sometimes, i feel that being to friendly and kind to people will result in PEOPLE mistreating or making use of you. I've had enough. I shall stop.

S-T-O-P

weihan

2008-04-10T22:56:00.002+08:00

today, i had to wake up at 6.30am and rush to school at 8am for the Business Accountancy Orientation Camp performance at the Convention centre. it was so early! oh well. nothing much to it except one mistake in my hungarian dance and the exceptionally LOUD laughter from the Freshies.

Other than that, i stayed in school to finish up a proposal and brought my shitty ACER to the service centre to get the screen fixed. Now it looks brand new again. the dead pixels are gone and its just so nice. heh!

After which, ME, Sueying, Aloy and Kenrick headed to IMM for dinner and rushed back to school for band practice. oh well... I was kind of disappointed amidst all my excitement. I didn't get to play any instrument. Oh well.... i am very keen in learning how to play the trumpet. I would like to learn more of the trumpet. i guess feeling disappointed will not change anything. I shall take this practice session as an eye-opener for me to see a Concert Band at practice. i shall not let this slight disappointment hinder my passion for music. NEVER!

Weihan

2008-04-07T11:15:00.002+08:00

*Don't leave! Everyone here will miss you.*
#Who would miss me anyway?# ~walks away~
*I would...though...* ~stares at the silhouette disappear into the twilight~

=(

2008-03-06T16:00:00.002+08:00

It's been a long long time ever since my last post, jx, jj, tim are all waiting for my new post! haha.
After the long and stressful semester [ includes 12 projects and 1 exam paper], i am finally having my holidays.
Lets see what i have done so far in during my holidays..
1) Made a bet with Sue Ying to lose 5kg by the end of the holidays.
2) Found a job at Cathay Cineleisure [Orchard]
3) Worked for 3 days at Cathay Cineleisure [Orchard]
4) and QUITTED the job on the 4th day. [ZZZOMG WHY?!]
Reason being: I think that i could have found a better paying job and concentrate on what I can do, for eg. Teach music. and earn some bucks from this area.

During my 3 days of work at Cathay:
On the first day, me, jx, jj and jessica went for our training. There was this super duper long video on the various job scopes a customer service officer has to do and an overall view on how a cineplex works. We met this trainer, Andrew. The first thing i would like to comment is that, he is a very knowledgeable person with lots of experience. Whatever he says has a meaning behind it. For example, " When people are gossiping, do not try to join in the gossip and spread it around. But, you should just, sit back and enjoy the gossips, don't interfere."
After listening to such advice from an experienced person, i am starting to see issues and things from another perspective. And some how, i am able to see through people's characters too. My motto is, explore every possibility! who knows that smallest rock that has not been turned is the very truth and answer. Hm...some how, i feel like i am distancing myself from some people. I'm not sure if that is the way after sort of seeing through their motives? Or, is it just me?
Questions questions questions.... sigh. I guess i shall take each question one by a time.

Oh yeah. On the second day, there was nothing much to it other than just collecting money and printing out tickets for people at the Box Office.

On the third day, all of us were split into 3 groups with the other trainees. We started at 12pm. Firstly, i was deployed to the F&B section to work. I learnt how to make hotdogs, popcorn, fried chicken, potato wedges. Quite a lot of things to leanr there. Making the hotdogs was the hardest. The person in charge asked me to make 10 jumbo hotdogs at one go! gosh! Me and myself, making the hotdogs. My partner was inside the kitchen frying 64 pieces of chicken. i guess i can't complain. haha.
After which, it was around 3.20pm before my partner [Alvin] and i was sent up to the ushering point to do usher. ushering was fun too. it was one of the least taxing job.
by 5.45pm, i was asked to go for a break. mind you! i had nothing for breakfast and lunch! i was starving! i had subway for my breakfast,lunch and dinner combined into 1.
geee....

thats all for my job for the 3 days. right now, i am still awaiting application to teach music at primary schools. If all else fails, then i shall concentrate on losing weight through out the whole holidays and lose more than 5 kg! my aim is: WEAR SIZE 29 PANTS.

TOODLES!
Bryant...

2008-01-29T22:32:00.000+08:00

this is the final lap! 1B02 people, lets all chiong together and conquer all the remaining assignments! and then we can take care of our neglected health.

Let's play hard and yet STUDY HARD for the FINAL EXAM. the FIRST AND LAST PAPER.
JIA YOU!!

Weihan.
da twista

2008-01-25T00:34:00.000+08:00

gotta say what’s on my mind.
Something about us, doesn’t seem right... these days.
Life keeps getting in the way.
Whenever we try,somehow the plan is always rearranged.

It’s so hard to say,
but I gotta do what’s best for me.
You’ll be okay...

I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
I just don’t belong here,
I hope you understand.
We might find a place in this world someday,
but at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.

Don’t wanna leave it all behind.
But I get my hopes up and I watch them fall every time.
Another color turns to grey.
And it’s just too hard... to watch it all... slowly fade away.

I'm leaving today
Cause I gotta do what’s best for me.
You’ll be okay...

I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
I just don’t belong here,
I hope you understand.
We might find a place in this world someday,but at least for now,I gotta go my own way.

What about us?
What about everything we’ve been through?

what about trust?

You know I never wanted to hurt you.

What about me?

What am I supposed to do?

I gotta leave but I’ll miss you

...miss you.

So I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
(why do you have to go)
I just don’t belong here,I hope you understand.
(trying to understand)
but at least for now,
(I want you to stay)
I gotta go my own way.

I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
(what about us?)
I just don’t belong here,I hope you understand.
(try to understand)
We might find a place in this world someday.
but at least for now,I gotta go my own way.
I gotta go my own way,
I gotta go my own way...

2008-01-14T19:39:00.000+08:00

I AM FUCKING FUCKED UP AND STRESSED AT THE MOMENT. I AM NOT GETTING ANY SHIT COOPERATION FROM THE PEOPLE. [YOU KNOW YOURSELF!] IS COOPERATING WITH ME SUCH A HARD THING TO DO? YOU DON'T COOPERATE YOU MAKE THINGS HARDER FOR ME TO DO. NEED ME TO CALL U INDIVIDUALLY ISSIT. BLOODY HELL DO WHAT I SAY CAN! ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ..................

FUCKED OFF.
BRYANT

2007-12-08T10:26:00.000+08:00

Now i am very busy with many projects like Child Development: Application Project, my Field Practicum 1.2 project, my Creative Arts project, the Language Arts Project and also GLOBAL ISSUES individual and GROUP project. some of them are all due on the same week and same day!! now, isn't irritating?

However, at least i still have got the Celebrazione concert to look forward to. its 14 days to the concert!!! Let's all work hard and I shall work hard too!

Bryant

2007-12-02T21:24:00.000+08:00

Howdy! I'm still coping with all the feelings and stuff. Thanks to all those who showed concern. =)

anyway, on friday, a group of us. ME, Tim, Aloy, JinJin, Sue Ying played badminton. It was fun! then afterwards, Aloy, ME, Tim and Sue Ying jogged around the track. sue ying jogged 1 round and the rest of us jogged 4 rounds! 1.6km! haha. not bad. it felt great!
then after that, we all went to Sun Set Way to eat a LARGE LARGE pizza. It was so feeling! haha. oh yea. Jing Xiang and Kenrick came along after their activities in school.
Pictures of pizza coming up in next post!

saturday [1st december]
A group of us went to EXPO's SITEX fair. namely, ME, Jing Xiang and his friend, Jocelyn, Jin Jin, Kenrick[joined us later]. Jing Xiang, ME and Jocelyn bought overselves a 120GB SeaGate external hard drive for just $129!! what a bargain!

today!! [2nd december]
SHOPPING DAY!!!
A few K.E people went to orchard to buy our concert clothes. Namely, ME, Nikos, Jing Xiang, Aloy, Pak Wing, TIM, Jin Jin, Jocelyn, Mingli, [Jessica joined us later].
We bought almost all our stuff. Shirt, TIES and socks. all bought!

Pictures coming up in next post!! do check back!

Bryant

2007-11-29T11:45:00.000+08:00

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

(Not seeing that loving you)
That’s what I was trying to do

2007-11-25T23:31:00.000+08:00

Feelings... what are they? such a mere emotion can cause us[ HUMANS, SLAVES OF FEELINGS ] to be so troubled, so occupied with it, wallowing in it and not focusing on the goal right in front of us.
Yet again, with such a distracting emotion, how is one supposed to conquer it? Find other distractions and live in self-denial? On the contrary, sticking to that emotion would lead to a likely commotion and a mess.
How will this slave of feelings settle this? Sit on the fine line that separates feelings and being empty on the inside?

AND

Why is Feelings coming to find me at this point of time??

Weihan

2007-11-24T14:53:00.000+08:00

it's a lazy saturday afternoon and i seriously have nothing to do!!

here's something interesting for you guys.

Look at this interesting chair which you can find at City Hall Mrt.

Oh wait. It does not pass off as a chair. Not even a bench!
Have you sat on one of these benches before? They look awfully familiar don't they?

You rest your butt on it and you keep sliding down. Right?

so.... let me teach you how to sit on the butt rest.

Two EASY STEPS!

First step, put butt on bench.

Second step, react accordingly.

haha. now. isn't that interesting? haha.

oh yeah. Yesterday, i had an exercise session with my K.E buddies! Namely, ME, jin jin, Nikos, Sue Ying, Timothy, Whey Jian and Yong Hui. Oh yeah. Kenrick too! he joined us later.

We all had basketball. Everyone was like beginner-type for basketball except for Timothy and Whey Jian. haha.....

After that, we had volleyball session. That was super fun. pushing the volley up and hittin it across. haha! I had a 1.6km run+ jog. I AM DETERMINED TO LOSE SOME MORE WEIGHT. i lost 5kg since last month until now!

But alas! we had pizza hut for dinner. Lots of cheese and chilli powder dashed on our pizza. Oh yea. tim left with his friends for dinner, Jing Xiang and Jocelyn joined us for dinner. haha.

here is a pic of our yummy pizza!

That's all for today. i think i shall go tacke Fantasie Impromptu. =)

Bryant

2007-11-22T12:13:00.000+08:00

It's been quite some time since my last post.
I would like to give my thanks to those who have helped me through this trouble i had last week.
The first person to thank would be Nikos. He has helped me loads, he is a good listener and has given me lots of constructive advice. If not, my relationship with my dad would not have been better today.
Next, this group of people who listened to me. Namely, they are: the 4 J's ( Jing Xiang, Jin Jin, Jocelyn, Jessica), Pak Wing, Kenrick and Sue Ying. *if i have left out anybody here. Please let me know. i will add you name in. Leaving out your name is not on purpose. haha*

After that day i stayed out at Nikos's place, when i went home the next day after the letter to my dad was given. Dad treated me differently. Initially, I felt awkward because, the silence was too unusual. Thus, i had to initiate a conversation with dad. I felt rather f.a.k.e at that moment. But after a few weeks, things have turned out better. My dad is not nagging me for the slightest thing. I guess, since dad has changed, i must make an effort to show some changes to him. Speaking of changing, i think i MUST and HAVE TO correct my habit of being late. I think everyone around knows. I shall show you guys soon that i will change!

Okay! so now, moving on the long awaited birthday photo's!

The sub comm people!

From left to right

Jing xiang, Nikos, ME, Ming Li,Vincent, Evelyn, Jin Jin and Sue Ying *bang!*

Oh boy! Starting up the fire sure took a long time!

This is the reason why the wedding ring sits on your 4th finger.

Group Photo. But not everyone is in it. The staircase railing might crumple. haha!

Another one! Watch it Kenrick! dun fall!

That's all for the pictures! i will put all of them on my photobucket to view on a later date!

Just a reminder to all Klavier people that. it is 28 days to the concert after today!!!! Are you Excited already? haha. All the best for practicing people!!!

Bryant

2007-11-13T23:05:00.000+08:00

Firstly i gotta say that, i had a bloody sore eye yesterday. It's not because i watch porn or anything, but because i took out my dry contact lenses and the contact lense kinda cut or did something to my cornea. it bloody hurt! then in the evening, around 8pm or so, i found out that i was feverish. What a nice way to kick off the week; MONDAY BLUES some more!

Secondly, lets say, on the surface, my dad and i seem to be talking nicely to each other. Lets see how things turn out the rest of the week. If not, something will happen. A revolution perhaps. now things seem to have escalated. Maybe from the start i should have just kept my mouth shut.

Sigh.....my growing up pains. so depressing. i am not wallowing in self-pity or anything. I think can't keep listening to the things every day.

...................

2007-11-10T00:17:00.000+08:00

I am in the darkest HOUR of my 18th birthday! EFFING FUCKED UP WITH DADDY ISSUES. I HOPE THE STORM CLEARS SOON. ITS GETTING OUT OF HAND AND OUTRAGEOUS!!

BRYANT
mood: FUCKED UP

2007-11-08T00:40:00.000+08:00

I know, the pictures are not up yet. lol. and i have yet to get the pictures from Raphael! Never mind! this week was eventful!
Check out the Youtube link below!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jZm-d3ZFRR4

I am not putting th video here because it will totally lag the whole blog. so, please click on the link above to see what i have been doing during CCA! [ Klavierensemble]

Besides that, this semesters will start getting busier and busier. Now, i am actually sleeping 6 hours each day. As the weeks pass, 4 or 5 hours of sleep might even be possible!

Monday= Klavier day!
Tuesday= Attachment day + study with Klavier day!
Wednesday= Klavier day!
Thursday= SIAN day!
Friday= Sian + study with Klavier day!
Saturday= ZOMG. BORING DAY!
Sunday= PKS day and maybe KLAVIER DAY TOO!

LOL! can you see how much my life revolves already MY CCA?!
I LOVE MY CCA! TRULY MADLY DEEPLY LOVE KE!! haha.....

Oh yea. today is DEEPAVALI. And....i still have E-learning to do. ZZzzzzzZzzz...... 4 articles to summarize and send to the lecturer by 23:59...

okay okay...just when i turn 18, so many issues with my dad start popping up everywhere! its either, i am getting more irresponsible or he is getting naggier!!

Anyway, mum's leaving for china tomorrow. and she is having steamboat at home and KLAVIER IS HAVING STEAMBOAT TOO! HOW?

DILEMMA!!!

WEIHAN ZOOMS AWAY!!!

2007-11-01T23:35:00.000+08:00

Hey all! it has been half an october since i last updated. Last Friday, 26/10/2007 was my 18th birthday! Everyone please wait a little longer okay? I know how much u guys want to see what i post up. haha. Just wait until i get the pictures from Raphael. Haha. Meanwhile...

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2007-10-06T15:54:00.000+08:00

I am back from Klavier Ensemble camp! I am proud to say that the camp was one of the most action packed and most of all FUN CAMP i have been to. COOL SIAH.
Anyway, the camp was on the 1st to 3rd october.
4 of us + me, namingly, Kenrick, Nikos, Sue Ying and ME! has a pre-camp session. which means that we stayed over on the 30th of SEPTEMBER to plan stuffs for the concert audition the next day. IT WAS SO FREAKING COOL! although, something spooked all of us out. all four of us heard a high pitch voice, singing something which did not resemble a tune or song. THAT WAS SO FREAKY.

All in all, the camp really bonded us closer, from strangers to friends and also from friends to good friends! I think, i am more bonded with my good friends now than my course mates! SERIOUS! I don't think i am the only one with this mentality. haha.
Here are some of the new "names" i obtained throughout the camp.
1) 铁扇王子
2) Tua Pek Gong also known as 大牌公! haha!
3) Jing Han

Here are my GOALS for rest of the year!:
1) Either maintain my GPA or do even better and get a 4.0!
2) Compose a song.
3) Improve on my piano skills.
4) Quickly take the Highway Code exam and drive a car soon!
5) .......can't think of anymore this moment........

I DO HOPE I WILL MEET my GOALS!

Thats all for now. =D

Bryant....signing off!

2007-09-20T16:16:00.000+08:00

Howdy! I think, it's been ages since i actually updated my blog. haha. people miss my blog mah. what to do. LOL!
ok lah. firstly, the exams i dare say was quite challenging, but i think i mananged it quite all right.
so, yea. here are my exam results...in black and white.
1) Field Practicum 1.1 A+
2) Functional English B
3) Introduction to Child Dev. A
4) IT & Applications 1 A
5) Play & Motor Skills Devt. for Young Children B+
6) Principles & Practices of Classrm MGT 1.1 A
7) Sports and Wellness PX

My overall GPA 3.8333.

yup. there it is. I will have to work even harder next semester if i want to have 4 for GPA.

OH YES. i have a new member in the family. Guess who?
haha.

ITS METTA! my KITTEN! haha.. she never fails to amuse all of us.
However! She gets on our nerves at times, what to do? she is just an animal.

yea! third thing! My Grade 8 Piano Exams has long passed. I wonder how i will fair.
hmm.....

thats all!

until next time!

Bryant signing off!

2007-08-03T00:28:00.000+08:00

Bryant came and left in a flash! ~~~~~~~~~~ WHEEEEE~~~

2007-07-27T01:02:00.000+08:00

Crap..last sunday, i had a terrible back ache, i thought it would disappear on monday, but it did not. I wanted to go jogging after Functional English lesson. But, the terrible back ache prevented me from doing so.
The pain is bearable but, IRRITATING. I can't sit or stand for long, i can't even lift up my leg while seated without feeling pain in my back.
I am worried about whether this pain would affect my project because, it really hurts. As i am typing this, i am tolerating the pains from my back.
Today, i went to the chinese physician at Ang Mo Kio to see what happened. I was quite shocked when i learnt that, i pulled the Vein or something that was near the spinal cord, straining my LambDa 4 disc or something like that. Scary~~!!
okay, it's late. I AM GOING TO BED. NIGHT.
Buddha Bless ME!

Bryant

2007-07-19T22:14:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG OMG! my grade 8 piano exams are coming! so quickly! in september! i have not mastered my songs well enough yet!
but its okay! with sheer determination and effort, i'm sure i can breeze through the exams and score a DISTINCTION! YEA MAN!

2007-07-13T16:53:00.000+08:00

I think, when i blog, i would try to blog on something interesting other than just my daily MUNDANE stuff. anyway, just something to comment about. The world is getting weirder! you get maids asking DOGS to eat properly... you get people hugging each other on the escalator even though the distance between the current floor to the next floor is short, why the hugging? Do they love each other so much that they would want to show the "whole world" their love? ....sheesh!!!! >.< LOL. anyway, maybe because today is Friday 13. From my point of view Friday 13 is not a Bad Omen or anything that many people view it as... Friday 13 is just like any other day. Numbers numbers numbers... GEE... haha.... anyway, maybe should the perception of how people view Friday 13. Maybe i should make Friday 13 NO MEAT day! haha!

Today's topic:
Do you assess someone by their looks the first time you make acquaintance?
Have you ever observed anyone or yourself of this behavior? When you step into a room with many people, then you survey the surroundings and then the people?
When you manage to find a sit in the room, you HAPPEN to strike up a conversation with a stranger.
*NOW, PAUSE RIGHT THERE...*
Look at the time frame of between the time you sit down and strike up a conversation.
What did you do before you spoke to the stranger?
Did you stare at the person from head to toe to see how well dressed he or she was?
Then after, did you smile genuinely or just pass off a fake smile?
Did you adjust the tone of your voice, style of speaking or standard of the language used?

Humans are very contradicting people. Verbally, many might say that they do not assess anybody when they make an acquaintance. The irony is, in the person's mind, they are sub-consciously making observations of others and then sizing them up.

On the other hand, there MIGHT be people who don't size other people up such as asking questions like, where do you work? what do you work as? how much do you get paid a month? where do you live? [ from the question where do you live sorts of gives the questioner an idea how rich the person being questioned is. just to indirectly get the person to tell you what kind of house the other party lives in, the next question would most likely be], Oh i see! so you live in a Bungalow right? [Even if the "asssumption" is wrong, the other party would most likely correct the questioner or agree if thats the truth that he stays in a Bungalow.]
Furthermore, such people who don't size up other people would definitely just strike up a conversation with an acquaintance just to widen one's circle of friends.

then again, [off-topic] if strikes up a conversation with an acquaintance just to widen one's circle of friends, then isn't there a motive?

All right! enough of this. Please suggest to me what topic you guys would like to discuss in my TAGBOARD. Haha... if not i shall come up with another topic of mine. =D

Weihan...

2007-07-12T16:00:00.000+08:00

I'm back! for the past week, i have been SO busy with my Child Development Module project. Gee! so much work that i worked into the wee hours of the morning... two days ago, i actually stayed up until 4am just to complete it. wah seh! was so tired....
A follow up to the previous entry
I've got better ever since that day. i messaged my parents on their handphone to apologise and tell them my feelings and how much they don't know about my academic life.
I did prove my parents wrong when i got back my test paper for Principals and Practices of Classroom Management. i got 29/30. and for my IT project, i got an A for it.
At least, my hardwork didn't go to waste.

=)

Weihan

2007-07-01T22:24:00.000+08:00

How amazing it is that, words get exagerated...for example, i tell someone, i have to go home to do my homework, then the person meets my parents and says i have gone home to study for my exam... since when did doing homework get related to EXAMS? i really wonder.. i am AMAZED...

its true, i have had a bad week, quite some humiliation, demoralizationf from my sports module teacher in school and many other stuffs that will be against school policy to mention.

Just now, like minutes ago.... i was doing my homework in the living room, so i was lying on the carpet reading the essay stuff for my Functional English Module. As i was TIRED because i went to sentosa yesterday, i decided to lie down on the sofa for 20 minutes then continue while i set my alarm on the handphone at 10pm...
Before i could even shut my eyes for 2 minutes, dad came down told me, if i was tired then go and sleep, i not sit up and study... i told him i was tired so i shut off my eyes... guess what he SAID?
You already didn't do well in JC, so, from the way i am seeing things go, i can see that you are going to FAIL POLY as well...
In my mind, i was like, WELL DONE LAH! YOU have GONE OVER THE LINE....
*there goes!* at the fit of anger, i took the cushion and slammed it on the sofa, *BOOM* off the lights and fans. Before going up to my room to get my toiletries for showering i told my father, DON'T YOU CURSE ME LIKE THAT.. he replied saying," but from the way i see things go, you are going to fail your poly" i just looked at him and said,"I WILL PROOF YOU WRONG."

* boy oh boy, why didn't i use my dharma knowledge to stop that fit of anger? now everyone's unhappy...no doubt that my dad can be sarcastic and naggy at times, i should have handled the situation better....* * however, my dad could have put it in a better way than saying such things and raking up he past! our socializing in the past was already not that good and stuff during my JC life....*

Sometimes i just want to tell my parents that, just because you don't see me studying at home, does not mean i am not feeling responsible for my own future, MY OWN STUDIES AND LIFE... How many occasions have you ever found out that, i was studying real hard? When i reached home late at night from school last time during JC, did you guys know that i was studying in school and NOT PLAYING AWAY? Just because you see me tired and sleeping on the sofa when i am studying, does not mean i am totally lazy. I DO HAVE REASONS FOR DOING SO. Do you even know that i have many projects to do? Do you even know that, even when i am faced with tricky or stressful problems, i don't complain and look at the bright side and perservere on? I doubt you do... i am seriously so MISTAKENED...

One occasion, the day before i was having my A level chinese exams, DAD did not even know i was having the exams at least MUM DID... there are just too many things that are in my closet that is kept away from my parents and not told to them. way too many... dad did not even know of my ambitions of becoming a psychologist ever since my dreams of becoming a General Practitioner was crushed away...

Can't i just have some rest when i come home? playing computer games when i come back home after a long day at school and a long journey back home from school is not deserved? You guys do rest after coming home too! just in different ways, mum will watch TV while dad will tend to his garden or watch DOCUMENTARIES....

BAHHH!!!! i can't rant on any further, as for the pictures on my trip ot sentosa and the chalet pictures... JUST WAIT UNTIL I HAVE CHILLED DOWN. THANKS.

Bryant

2007-06-16T09:27:00.000+08:00

All right all right!!! first thing first! Sorry to everyone who has been checking back to my blog and finding it the same way it has been when you last checked. haha. i was busy okay! especially FL, RIGHT? one day b4 my update already reminding me. haha...

oh! yeah! Biao Yong too. He has been consistently checking back to my blog to see whether i have updated or not. Haha.

Just to summarize up my days from the day i did not update untill today? haha...

i have been rather busy these few days. i had this play and motor skills project to hand in on a particular friday. i can't remember which friday though. haha. me and my group mates stayed up on thursday night to complete the assignment until 4am++ !!!! I could not forget how TIRED and DRAINED i was. I had class at 9am!!! gee...SUPER D-R-A-I-N-E-D. Life went on SLEEPILY until lunch time...and carried on during the 3 hour IT practical... ZZzzZzzz... lucky, had webcam to accompany me, was webcamming with my classmate in the same classroom. Super funny.

Another project, was this IT applications project which was to set up at computer corner for a child care centre. Met PRINCESS TAN and gang at City Hall Mrt to walk to NLB and complete the project. After completing the group part, and ripping our brains out for the Memorandum, we finally decided to go home. when i reach home, i did the memorandum alone until 2am...zzzz... some "PRINCESS" was sleeping away...right JOANNE?? haha... And ONCE again!! it happened on a THURSDAY..so yeah, a sleepy friday ahead... zzzZzzzzz...

Now i remember!!! i didn't do much of that computer corner project [individual part] because i was helping out for vesak day. it was Vesak @ Orchard...so, on I chionged on thursday.

Here are some pictures from vesak day.

People from the public who are circumbulating the statue and at the same time turning the prayer wheels ALL IN THE CLOCKWISE direction.

The top part of the statue.

Yushu and I

Now, here's a very captivatin picture of a sunset taken by ME from the School of Humanities in Ngee Ann Poly.

Nice right?

haha...okay..enough of pictures... a video is coming on shortly!!

*whey! dun scroll down see lah! listen to story first okay? haha.*

I went for my JC2 class chalet on the 11th~13th June. [photos of chalet will be out in next update yah?] Through the pictures, you will see the fun everyone had during the chalet.

Finally!!! Just yesterday,[anyway, today is monday hor] there was no Sunday School Lesson, but! there was Family Day which took over the lessons! Slept so late on saturday that i could barely open my eyes at 7am on sunday... went to PKS at 9.50am to help set up the food booth that was booked for my mum. The booth was selling VEGETARIAN [ chicken rice, meat buns, po piah and konniyaku JELLY!]

There were other food booths too! oh OH!! GAME BOOTHS too!!

After the event, we has lots of BALLOONS filled with Helium. A few of us [pks people] sucked in some and spoke. LOL!! We SOUNDED LIKE the CHIPMUNKS! haha...

As we had to clear up the balloons, we decided to write mantra prayers on the balloons and release them to the sky...here are some pictures, ENJOY!

Me with the Om Mani Padme Hung balloons

There goes the balloon!!

After keeping everything, jeffrey decided to treat all of us to icekimo!

I took a video of Zhang Yong dancing to the Moving Rubber Gatsby Song.

i will not be held responsible for any neck strains or dislocations or whatever from you watching this video.. haha...

ENJOY! BUT don't fall off your seat.

okay! thats all for today's update. cya soon!
Bryant

2007-05-22T22:25:00.000+08:00

Below here is the lyrics for Yakusoku, Hiroshi Tamaki, also the first song in my imeem playlist. One more thing! I got into the Klavierensemble and i joined the Performer's Group! YAY!

Yakusoku by Hiroshi Tamaki

Tada me no mae no BOORU de hashagu

Ano hi mada bokura wa kanashimi nante shira nai

“Mata ashita ne” to takaku te wo furu

Ano hi kara bokura wa toki ga tomatte shimatta

Hiroi sekai no doko ka de

Kimi mo miagete iru ka na

Onaji hoshi wo

Okujou no keshiki NOOTO no rakugaki

Iro ase nai zutto sou zutto

Daremo inai yoru kawashita yakusoku

Ano omoi wo zutto sou zutto wasure nai de

Otona ni natte uso mo oboete

Ano hi yori bokura wa tsuyoku nareta darou ka?

Hikari, miushinatta toki

Tashika ni sou kimi no koe ga kikoetanda

Katari atta yume hirogaru sekai de

Dakishimetai zutto sou zutto

Toki ga nagarete mo kawaranu yakusoku

Ano omoi wa zutto sou zutto koko ni aru yo

Soshite mirai he

Okujou no keshiki NOOTO no rakugaki

Iro ase nai zutto sou zutto

Daremo inai yoru kawashita yakusoku

Ano omoi wo zutto sou zutto wasure nai de

Wasure nai de wasure nai de

[Kanji version]

ただ目の前のボールではしゃぐ

あの日まだ僕らは悲しみなんて知らない

「また明日ね」と高く手をふる

あの日から僕らは時が止まってしまった

広い世界の何処かで

君も見上げているかな

同じ星を

屋上の景色ノートの落書き

色褪せないずっとそうずっと

誰もいない夜交わした約束

あの想いをずっとそうずっと忘れないで

大人になって嘘も覚えて

あの日より僕らは強くなれただろうか?

光、見失った時

確かにそう君の声が聞こえたんだ

語り合った夢広がる世界で

抱きしめたいずっとそうずっと

時が流れても変わらぬ約束

あの想いはずっとそうずっとここにあるよ

そして未来へ

屋上の景色ノートの落書き

色褪せないずっとそうずっと

誰もいない夜交わした約束

あの想いをずっとそうずっと忘れないで

忘れないで忘れないで

Thats all for today, I gotta rush my Assignment. no la-zi-ying around now. HAHA. BOOYA!

Bryant

2007-05-20T21:18:00.004+08:00

All right, i guess people who read blog have stopped coming as i have not been updating. Haha.

Let me recap what i have been doing in school for the past week.

WEEK 5

Firstly, i have been BOOK-CRAZY, borrowing books from the Community Library and even recently, the school library. I tell you!! the school library has FASCINATING BOOKS!

I borrowed the Encyclopedia on Child Development and how to get children from NO to YES.

Secondly, on monday, i met Xiao Bai after school as we agreed upon the fact that we wanted to join some sport-related CCA. So, we chose Akido. At 6pm, we were already in front of the Akido Club House. *hmm...thats too small to be called a house anyway XD* We waited and waited. Nobody came. We thought we went to the wrong place, BUT its was correct. Then someone wearing some fighting clothes *LOL*. i told xiao bai, " i spy someone wearing the fighting uniform! lets stalk him! " haha. we followed him and found the EXACT location of the Akido Club House.

We saw people going into the Akido room. After that, standing outside the room was a senior, we walked towards that person, and i said slowly," eh, er, erm...we want to join" *while giving some hand gestures to improve the situation* lol.

the senior said," hold on ya? they just went in and they are going through the ceremony. when they are done, you can enter and see what they are doing by the left of the hall."

After which, she left for somewhere. My friend and I peered throught the glass thingy of the door, we saw the members kneeling down in front of a picture hung up on the wall. i told me friend," WAH! THE FORMALITIES! ZOMG!"

we looked in further, guess what we saw? we saw the akido instructor. WE SAID, OH MY GOD! i continued, " i don't think i want to join Akido already. you wan to ZAO [ run ] mah? xiao bai agreed.

we ZOOOMMMEED off as fast as possible using the nearest staircase. LOL! after that, we laugh out loud [literally]. i laughed so bad that i sounded like some hyena having asthma. haha. I told xiao bai," wah! imagine, that person come back already, then find us all gone. LOL! GG! [Good Game]"

haha.

Number 3!!!
I have suddenly found A HUGE AMOUNT of inspiration to improve my piano playing from what it is now. I have set my goals for the upcoming Grade 8 Practical Exams this September. I WILL SCORE A DISTINCTION and then go for Diploma! YEA!! besides that, i have decided to join the Klavier Ensemble.
some secret desires of mine when i have joined the Klavier Ensemble
1) Perform for the Ensemble
2) LOL! BECOME THE NEXT PRESIDENT

All right!!

Number 4!!!!

I have found the determination to lose weight now! I don't know why, but all this inspiration and determination is so NICE! IT DRIVES ME ON! YEA!!

my weight now is 60++KG.

Thats all for today's entry.

I do hope i get into the Klavier Ensemble.

Bryant needs to sleep. zzzz....

Bryant

2007-05-12T14:41:00.000+08:00

TAGGED

This is what you are supposed to do. Cut and paste if you decide to participate in the tagging game. Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog.here goes..
Weird thing
1) I make people laugh for no reason and i crap a lot for no reason.
2) Make retarded faces when i feel like it. haha.
3) Fall asleep even when playing games.
4) I have a elephant plushie in my room, it's yellow.
5) I am a vegetarian and i tell people i USED TO LIKE CHICKEN. haha.
6) FINALLY! i can't think of anything weird about me. It should be, being weird enough to participate in this game. haha.

People i tagged
1) Beatrice
2) Biao Yong
3) Feng Ling
4) Siu Wen
5) Vanessa
6) Yushu

XD!! BYEBYE!! haha.

WEIHAN

2007-05-11T16:35:00.000+08:00

C'MON! WELCOME ME BACK! Weihan is back! it has been long hasn't it? haha. One major announcement! I am going to change my name soon! it will change from Goh Weihan to Bryant Goh Xing Tao. This is no joking matter. haha. anyway, lots of stuff happened. I went for my attachment, FUN and interesting [ i cannot disclose anymore information as it is the school's policy.] *darn it!*

now, for all the minor stuff.

1) watched movie: Spiderman 3 with sunday school friends , biao yong, xinling, zi yan, MARYJANE, jolene and zhong wei. KNOW WHAT? I WATCHED SPIDERMAN 3 WITH MARYJANE! LMAO.

2) Went to Awareness Place at Bras Basah area with biao yong, xinling, zi yan, maryjane, jolene and zhong wei. went in to browse through some interesting Dharma Books. I found this book, and i made a corny picture out of it.

haha. The name of the book is You Don't Have to Sit on the Floor. and i was sitting on the floor sulking. =( haha.

3) We went walking around Marina Square. LOOK WHAT I FOUND! its so artsy.

4) I created a blog for my class. it is www.1B02ECH.blogspot.com . yup.

5) Today Cousin : ZHONG WEI, has gone for attachment in CHINA. ZZZ. 3 months some more. YOU better stay crappy and lame, or else, NOBODY CRAP WITH ME.

6) I created the Evil Scorpions Incorporation. HAHAHA! SO far got 3 people already. COME AND JOIN! LMAO.

7) Today, Dorothy, Evie, Joanne and I, went to the Alumni to have lunch. AT LAST, my food came first. everytime i go to the alumni for lunch, my food always comes last. haha. i ordered Vegetariann Hor Fun and mango soda. All the syrup was at the bottom of the mug. I was so lazy to stir it that i decided to conduct an experiment, it is," TO FIND AN ALTERNATIVE METHOD TO STIRRING." haha. below here is a video i asked Joanne to take.

HAVE FUN WATCHING! haha.

8) Homework is starting to come in slowly. 3 projects that need to be done soon. Principles and Practices of Classroom Management, Child Development as well as. er..Play and MOTOR SKILLS! WOO!! GUESS WHAT? WE ARE GOING TO PLAY WITH PLAYDOUGH NEXT FRIDAY! YAY!

8) HAHA. You guys would have probably missed out the mistake that this point and the above point is number 8. I guess, you all would have gone up to check whether it is true and YOU ARE LAUGHING at yourself.

HAHAHA! BOOYA!

BRYANT has got to sleep now! CHILLAX and have a good weekend.

Bryant Goh Xing Tao

2007-05-04T21:07:00.000+08:00

things in school is starting to pick up. I've got my attachment venue and stuff given to me. I start attachment next TUESDAY! Its a pity that i cannot blog about my time there, as any information has to be kept private.

My class B-02, took a photo together last week. Here it is.

Let me see, I CAN'T NAME ALL OF THEM. HAHA.

Yup! this will be my class for the next 3 [ thats ONE, TWO , THREE ]

I hope they would not be so sexist. XD . haha.

Last wednesday, i was down with flu, fever, stuck nose, throat inflammation.. it was so RAWR! Not FUN to be sick.

HMPH. Nothing much interesting passed, maybe only, my clique, Dorothy, Evangeline, Joanne and Alan. We started calling each other names, like, kuku, pea-brain, auntie, kuku-malu...etc.

haha...

FINALLY! i can collect my garskin on the 12th June. I HAVE WAITED SO SO SO DAMN LONG. IT'S FINALLY COMING!!! WOOHOO~

alright, i am tired already. Tmr still gotta go back for badminton.

Booya!

Weihan

2007-04-26T21:12:00.000+08:00

okay! so, its been almost a week since i updated already. this week has almost been like last week. i had Sports and Wellnes module. i choose to play badminton, so, on saturday and sunday, i went around bugis and orchard area to look for my badminton racket and black shorts. i didn't take a photo of my racket and shorts though. haha. next time u all shall see. haha. i went through much pains to get that black shorts. and i tell u what, i am wearing S! woo hoo! HAHA! I have to thank Biao Yong for bringing me to buy. If he didn't help, i think i would still be looking around for that shorts.

I went to granny's place for dinner. my young cousin was there. I tell you! LOL. he like to take pictures of HIMSELF! lol! Here's a few pictures that i took,

Tweese! He is Niroga

He and the tissue box

Niroga [still with the tissue box] and Nikoda

Mmmm... Biscuits!

haha... cute aren't they?

On wednesday, we went to the Alumni Clubhouse for lunch. Here's a picture of my lunch, Evangeline and Dorothy, ARE NOT MY LUNCH. I ordered, Omelette Fried Rice and Blue Coral Soda. it looks cool.

Yup! on the same day, i went to bugis to buy my school bag!

I bought it for $65.

Anyway, on wednesday morning, i was down with severe runny nose, then later at night, a throbbing headache as well as slight fever.

So, yea. i am feeling sick right now. i need REST.

before i go, i've got something for you which i told jian hong and yushu about, it was kinda funny. so i thought i would share it with all of you!

Girl: "Forgive me father for I have sinned."
Priest: "What have you done my child?"
Girl: "I called a man a son of a bit**."
Priest: "Why did you call him a son of a bit**?"
Girl: "Because he touched my hand."
Priest: "Like this?" (as he touches her hand)
Girl: "Yes father."
Priest: "That's no reason to call a man a son of a bit**."
Girl: "Then he touched my breast."
Priest: "Like this?" (as he touched her breast)
Girl: "Yes father."
Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bit**."
Girl: "Then he took off my clothes, father."
Priest: "Like this?" (as he takes off her clothes)
Girl: "Yes father."
Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bit**."
Girl: "Then he stuck his you know what into my you know where."
Priest: "Like this?" (as he stuck his you know what into her you know where)
Girl: "YES FATHER, YES FATHER, YES FATHER!!!"
Priest: (after a few minutes): "That's no reason to call him a son of a bit**."
Girl: "But father he has AIDS!"
Priest: "THAT SON OF A BIT**!!!"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!
okay, i gtg.

Weihan

2007-04-20T23:44:00.000+08:00

4 days have passed since the start of school on monday. lets say, school life has never been THIS interesting as JC life. People were asking me, how's poly life so far? my reply was FUN FUN FUN!!! lol! its fun so far. i just can't wait for attachment and some homework to come in...i am practically so free at home.
Just yesterday, dad asked me, how many hours of lessons do you have per week? i counted, 1,2,3,4......18,19,20!! YEA! 20! 20 hours of lessons per week! i was feeling kind of proud of myself. then suddenly, dad replied, " WHAT?! How come so few HOURS?! The course i am teaching [btw, my dad is a lecturer at SP, teaching Mechanical Engineering and Aeronauticals.] has WAYYYYY more hours than yours."
My face changed from ^-^ to -.-" . haha. i told him, aiyah! my course thursday got no school mah, we got ALOT of PROJECTS OKAY! haha.I didn't get a reply. zzzz...
Today ah. SIAN. wake up so early. 7am must wake up already. Because i got lessons at 9am. Met Evangeline and Dorothy at the bus stop at 8.30am before slowly making our way to block 52...we sat there to wait for class to start. the teacher was late. when i was standing up to take off my schools before entering the class, the shoe rack that i sat on broke below. there was a TREMENDOUSLY LOUD sound that resulted from it. Funny enough, it sounded like someone fart. haha.
we went in for this play and motor skills for child development, woah. the teacher alot about psychological philosophies... so intriguing.....then, she took out TOYS for us to play. she said, okay, form a group of 10, a few of you play and the rest observe. i was like," WHAT THE!!! i dun want to be like an ANIMAL IN AN ENCLOSURE, being observed and all." BUT! i still played, because the toys given to us was cars and trucks. SO FUN! so i could not resist but to play. haha. one of my classmate, beatrice [ i think. haha] took the lego humans sitting inside the car, guess what's next? BOOM! haha. CRASH!! lol, so fun, then she took the 2 lego man put them in an awkward position and said, they are making out! LOL. then i was like, "hey! thats so gay. Add another lego man to it, to make it a threesome. [ tossed that lego man over to her] LOL"
then, out of the blue, a car came crashing over them. LOL. we had fun! evangeline and i, took a car each and made them crash REAL LOUD. we did not see the teacher there looking at us, OOOOPS BIG TIME. haha. she stared at us with BIG EYES as BIG AS FISHBALLS and said," HEY! you guys need PLAY theraphy!"
after that, we went for lunch at 11am, we [alan, dorothy, evangeline, fang hou and joan] were hungry... we headed over to the NP Alumni for lunch, i ordered vegetarian fried rice and also french fries. i forgot all about my drink. zzz...we waited for our food to come. ZZZZZ... by the time my food came, it was 11.40am already. we had lessons at 12pm!! i gobbled down my food, gobble gobble....dorothy reminded, erm guys!! now already 11.55am already. wah! we finished everything, and in a flash, we ran out of the Alumni restaurant. LOL. damn funny.
we were carrying our laptops and brisk walking to our classroom venue....i said, EH! RUN LEH!! evan. said, cannot! we just eat finish, cannot run. in the end, we reached the lift lobby, the lift door just nice open, we Evan and I ran towards the lift, alan, dorothy, fang hou and joan were lagging behind. LOL, we shouted, EH! FASTER FASTER!! THE LIFT COME ALREADY! we didn't want the people in the lift to wait too long.
They rushed into the lift, and as we hit the fifth floor, we dashed out and ran into the classroom block exclaiming," QUICK QUICK! FASTER FASTER!! CHIONG AH!!" lol. it sounded like we were in a battle field. the people outside stared at us. LOL. i think they were our seniors. HAHA. we took off our shoes, and chiong into the class. our teacher was already in class, *sigh* we had to write down our names, what time we came in, reason for being late. zzzzz. i took out my handphone to look at the time. 12.01pm...zzzzz.... late by 1 minute, also have to write name. This is reality man. Reality just sucks like a vacuum cleaner.....
when we joined in the class, they were playing a game. we had only 5 minutes to play the game while the rest of them had 15minutes. because we took our time to write down our names.
in the end, we lost the game. so, lets look at the lessons learnt from being late... hm...I KNOW! Being late, will only cause you harm and lateness has rippling effects.
After the 1 hour lesson, we had a one hour break again. dorothy, evangeline and fang hou went to the library to chill out and use our laptops to log into MEL and NPAL.
i told them, okay, by 1.45pm we shall leave this place and make our way for IT applications class.
we did, and WALAH!!! our class was ealier than us and was already sitting there in the classroom. the idiot teacher saw that our class only got 2 guys, then he TOOK IT UPON HIS OWN INITIATIVE TO APPOINT ME AND ALAN AS CLASS REP AND ASSISTANT CLASS REP repectively. WAH LAO!! i said, "thank you lor teacher. got CCA POINTS one anot? If dun have then i dun wan leh. " HAHA!! our lessons ended in 45 minutes when it was supposed to be a 3 hour lesson. WOOHOO!
the same group of us except Alan went to the library to rent a video to watch. we borrowed a horror movie, called Psycho ... zzz.... we watched the movie using Joan's laptop. it was quite M18 lah. so many body parts shown her and there, i was telling them, MY VIRGIN EYES!!! ARGH... haha.
in the end, the murderer was actually a guai kia in disguise.
We said, okay, so what is the moral of the story? i replied, WE as EARLY CHILDHOOD EDUCATORS, play an important role in children's mental development.
HAHA. they were like, "LAME!!!!!"
after the movie, joan and i went to grab a waffle to eat the the library's Cafe. not bad!! the waffle tastes so good! Dorothy and Evangeline went off to check out the Tsubasa Japanese Club. while fang hou went for her third language class [ japanese ]
what about joan and i? HAHA. WE WENT HOME!! LOL...
okay thats it for today, its late already.

weihan

2007-04-17T19:13:00.000+08:00

okay, so school has begun! yea! on sunday night, i could hardly contain my excitement. i was asking around in msn, "hey! tomorrow is the first day of school, you excited?" "i don't know about you, but I AM!!!"
haha. I guess was excited then because of a new environment and new people. New people equals more friends to make. yea!!
yesterday, was my first day of school, i woke up at 10am, my class was at 1pm. Zzzzz.... haha. i went to wake up my sister. she teaches music in some Pioneer Primary School which is located at Boon Lay area. i told her, "eh jie! WAKE UP ALREADY! 10 O'CLOCK LIAO! IF YOU DON'T WANT TO WAKE UP NOW, YOU WILL BE LATE." *she shakes her head......* "YOU KNOW WHAT TIME IS IT ALREADY A NOT?" *she nods her head* "THEN? WHAT TIME SHOULD YOU WAKE UP?"
*ya ya ya! i know la. about now....zzz...zzz"
LOL! what an OMG answer. i told her, "aiyah! i wake you up at 10.30am lah."

then i wild my time away on the computer playing games. cool~

then, sister woke up by herself. LOL.

okay, so i prepared myself and was leaving soon. Sis said, wait lah! i go out with you, we going the same way..."

in the end, i hopped her cab and sat all the way to NP. haha. Thank you sis!!!

I reach school 45 minutes early. haha. i met Xiao Bai and her CHS friend for lunch at Canteen 3. on my way there, i saw wen chuan!!!

we waved hands and left.

Xiao bai, her friend and i ate slowly. i was stared at the time on my handphone and panicked. i only had ten minutes to get to the HMS block.

I chionged all the way up the stairs and waited for the lift. wah lao eh, i tell you, the lift really can kill people and MAKE PEOPLE LATE for class lah.

Alan, joined me in the lift with other people.

haha. i zoomed out of the lift and walked quickly into block 52 level 6 classroom 3 with alan behind me.

Then i found the door for the classroom. i tried pulling it. EH? how come cannot open? i went over to the other door, i pulled...EH? how come this door does not open too? i went to the other door, and knocked. knocked and knocked repeatedly, but no one answer, untill i got rather impatient and knocked louder and louder, then my classmate opened the door. zzzzzz..... guess what? the door swung open easily. I FELT SO STOOOPID at the moment. You were supposed to PUSH the door and not PULL it. zzzz..

We went in and saw miss chong, she taught us english because she found our senior's writing skills horrendous.

haha. we had sports and wellness after that, i chose badminton out of 9 choices. Flag football, soccer, basketball, tennis, badminton, hip hop, Wellness Programme, volleyball and swimming i think...

the lecturer let us off the badminton people 30minutes earlier. i went around Co-op @ 5 to look for a laptop sleeve.

I waited for xiao bai to finish her class at 5pm, i walked around campus to find a place to sit. i walked pass HMS, LSCT, when i was as Life Sciences and Chemical Technology, i saw Edmund from YJC!!! he was at Horticulture. woohoowee~ we talked abit and compared timetables. haha. not bad. we are all having fun fun FUN!

5pm, i met Xiao Bai at the Caterpillar Cove. haha. we went shopping around for our LAPTOP SLEEVE. =(. i could not find any that i wanted. went to bukit timah plaza to shop around abit, holding on to a teeni weeni fraction of hope in finding my laptop sleeve. in the end, the fraction of hope disappeared and i went to NTUC to buy stuff home to cook my dinner. hm....PASTA with cream of mushroom and potato. ^-^

i took a close up picture of it.

you see it? the whitish sauce is the cream of mushie and potato!!

HAHA.

today, i had class at 3pm. IT applications 1...hehe. so late.
the teacher was droning and droning her introduction, every one was practically sianding away.
after class, Evangeline, me, Dorothy and Nicole i think? went to collect our freshmen orientation gift. we got a shoe bag, towel, our Sports and Wellness T-shirt including a SIM card backup device. inside the shoebag was a slip of voucher. we had a $3 off voucher for a laptop sleeve. we went to CO-OP lifestyle to get it. i got a L shaped A4 sized laptop sleeve. YAY! i finally got my laptop sleeve. its BLACK. i can design it the way i want it to be too.
boy! we were hungry, so we went to Canteen 1 to snack abit while Evangelin ate her dinner. we waited quite long. and guess what? we saw......PAUL TWOHILL..Evangelin went goo goo gaa gaa over him and insisted on taking a picture with him despite all the embarassment. haha. in the end, she got Dorothy and Nicole to accompany her. Nicole helped Evangelin to get the autograph from paul twohill. lol. they were all so embarassed. luckily i offered to look after their belongings. haha!
we packed up and went home. [ lol, so anti-climax]
on my way home in the very packed BUS 74. i overheard this conversation with this Ngee Ann Poly guy and girl.
girl excalimed," eh! you know what? my business law lecturer told us today that NP is actually built on CEMETERY GROUNDS la! but its not TEOCHEW one"
i was laughing in my mind, " lol! WHAT'S IT GOTTA DO WITH TEOCHEW?"
then i started thinking, wooo.....will i get to see one? haha...it will remain a MYSTERY!!

Okay, now for the very very very very very very very very very very very serious stuff.
My Condolences to Feng Ling who has lost her Father.

thats it for today.

weihan

2007-04-13T21:22:00.000+08:00

first before i start blogging, CONGRATULATIONS TO ELIZABETH KOH JIA YIN in getting into Chemical Process Technology @SP !!!! woohoo!! all the best!! no more turning back. go forwards into the future. once you've got yourself into this course, do it well! jia you koh JIA yin. haha.

secondly, i went camping during the 6th to 8th april[PKS Senior camp]; was one of the organizers cum logistics person. not a bad camp. the camp went quite well. maybe the first night was rather chaotic. with some seniors, they were rather difficult to handle. Spewing vulgar words, being gansterous and all... geez. slept late that first night due to students going out to play and walk around at 12 midnight. although we gave them free time roam about, but they were making use of the privilege... going out so late. on the first night, we had night walk in pasir ris's park[inside the maze] campers were supposed to find light sticks of a specific colour they were given inside the maze.
we teachers went inside the maze to scare them. haha..it was so much fun!

the second day's night walk was freaky, it was inside the camp site itself. it was inside this holiday flat[for organizers and volunteers] that was booked together with the bungalow[for students] the setting was very creepy. too bad i did not take any photos. explaining here also not nice and easy to say. must as well dun say. haha. but there were lots of people screaming. there was even a boy who saw his own shadow and got shocked and the girls in his grouped screamed as if there was no tomorrow. haha.

alright. after the camp, i was so extremely very very very shagged and tired [ on 8th april, Sunday]. coincidentally, it was my grandmother's birthday too, all of us, cousins, aunts and uncles went to Quality Hotel [Singapore] to eat vegetarian food at the restaurant there.

oishi! the food there was delicious, and woohoOOO!!!!! what a wide spread!!!
here is a picture i took....

^^^^nice right? look at the wide spread!^^^

ok, enough of that food, its making me hungry again!

anyway, i went to the HMS[ school of humanities] freshman's orientation camp.

it was boring in the starting, because of so many strangers around. lucky we had nice group leaders high all the time. haha... they are joyce and tiffany.

we took many photo's! here they are!

Our crazy GL's Tifanny and Joyce!

Our group name: The Pmovatixces!!!

The members of Pmovatixces [ from front row to back]

saleha, li ting, mimi. Alison, vanessa, julie, xiao bai, me, YC

more of us..

some more of us...

Me and Zhi hui [ our school's motto: Think People]

Me and Xiao Bai

Zhi Hui and Xiao Bai aka Sing Yee [my sister!]

Us again! from left, joyce, zhi hui, me, xiao bai and tiffany.

GL's and me *good!* our group sign.

The whole group of us without YC. GOOD sign!

thats the last of all the photos. i sure had fun in some activities in the camp. but not all. =)

heh heh heh...

alright. tomorrow the pmovatixces are meeting up in school again for the IT thingy. we are all so last minute. haha

alright, thats it for today's entry, chillax and see ya guys!

2007-04-03T11:52:00.000+08:00

This is a quiz i took. its rather interesting. it time to get to know yourself more with this quiz. you might be shocked by yourself. heh...

You scored as Psychology. You should be a Psychology major!

Psychology

92%

Anthropology

83%

Philosophy

75%

Mathematics

75%

Sociology

75%

Journalism

67%

Engineering

67%

English

58%

Dance

50%

Art

50%

Biology

50%

Linguistics

50%

Theater

50%

Chemistry

25%

What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
created with QuizFarm.com

2007-03-31T01:16:00.000+08:00

isn't it just plain irritating when you try to blog and when you highlight the whole thing, *poof* the whole entry just disappears? it simply gets on your nerve. haha. i should make it a habit to save the entry as draft before editing the whole text.

anyway, no more digressing from what i am trying to do. last night, i asked dad to fill in my poly form for giro-application. he was watching television while he was at it. ZOMG. guess what? he filled it in wrongly!! the branch of his bank account was supposed to be Clementi. i told him, i think its supposed to be Clementi you know? he SI [ simply ignored] me! RAWR!!! on the paper, he wrote, Thomson. zzzzzzzzz.......... i told myself, never mind, that won't happen again.

BUT ALAS! 2 more mistakes! Acccount holder's name became his NIRC and NIRC No. of Account Holder became his NAME!!!! ZOMG. his contact number became his signature and his signature became his contact number!!!! RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...........................

7 years down the road, imagine me saying this, "so kids? what is the moral of the story?"
haha.... anyway, the moral of this story is not to ask someone who is watching t.v to do something for you. [ nobody can multi-task ]

haha...anyway, i finished the whole series of Samurai 7 today. damn sad. got me all emo-ed up. so many of the main characters died... zzz...

anyway, went for dinner at my childhood friend's place with dad and mum. i felt kinda awkard, its been so long since i met him. so now, we are catching up the old times. we are both going to poly year 1. however, different poly's. yea.

anyway, its getting rather late already. tomorrow i still have to go to pasir ris park. a group of us sunday school people will be recceing the place tomorrow for the 6th~8th April Sunday School camp.[ cycling there too! ^-^!!!]

chillax! *booya!*

2007-03-30T01:35:00.000+08:00

RAWR!! I AM SO PISSED... before i get to that, today i woke up so late. 12.30pm then woke up. zzzzzzz....i better cut this unhealthy lifestyle. Turned on the computer to get my dosage of anime [ samurai 7 ]...its a pretty nice anime.
besides samurai 7 i completed the whole of Law of Ueki Season 1... its freakin nice.

after my anime, i rushed out to Junction 8 Family Clinic for my medical checkup for poly stuff. lol. i brought my form for the receptionist or whatever u call 'em. they passed me a bottle and said, " okay, you can go and pass urine now..." dots...i was so embarassed. the situation was so awkard... gee...i thought for a while...SHIT, i like got no urine to PASS!?! lol. anyways, i just went to the toilet and waited. lol. so finally, ya, you know what happened. the bottle was filled a bit. LOL. HAHA...then they asked me to wait while the doctor was gettting settling another patient. i was called in soon...

the doctor did all the stuff, blood pressure, put something in my ears to check and pressed my neck area, lifted up my shirt to press my stomach area *press press press* and asked pain a not? oookay... THEN!!! the worst part came. the blood test... sian. i thought the blood test would just be a prick in the finger. but ALAS! no! the doctor took out this sterile needle syringe. i opened my eyes wide and stared at it.

haha. he said, okay, now the blood test. the took the alcohol wipes and cleaned my arms many times[roughly]... before that, he took this Mr. Stretch-over-my-arms-to-apply-pressure-on-them and put it over my arms tightly to force more blood to the place he was going to take blood from.

then, the Mr. Needle came out from his sterile plastic bag. the doctor stuck Mr. Needle into my arm...S-L-O-W-L-Y...... at that moment, i clenched my teeth and looked at how the Mr. Needle went in. after that, the doctor took out like dunnoe how much of my blood. i looked with interest at how my blood flowed into the syringe...so intriguing. that dark crimson red. haha. dunnoe why, but it seemed kind of funny. haha...

den doctor pulled Mr. Needle-filled-with-blood out S-L-O-W-L-Y again.... and doctor took the alcohol wipes and asked me to apply pressure to the wound. he poke the syringe in one capsule and emptied half of my blood in the syringe inside and the remainder in another capsule.

after all was done, they told me to go to toa payoh there for my X-ray test. and i thought that everything could be settled in just one clinic. zzzz..... so, i rushed to toa payoh's x-ray centre RadClinik i think... phew, i reached there in time. the x-ray executor told me to take off my shirt and press my body against this cold metal board. zzzz... the feeling of doing something like that half naked was wierd. yea. the x-ray was done in a couple of seconds. there! i was done and ready to leave [ excuse me, fully-clothed la ]...

after that, sian sian liao. went to bugis to look for the syf costume for GREyjc [ guitar ensemble YJC ]... met yoggie, ningsih, agnestin and maya. we hopped around so many places, bugis, little india, plaza singapura, orchard [ lucky plaza( tell me about being lucky) and far east plaza ]

settled the guy's costume and left with the ladies costume. GOOD LUCK sia...girls costume got a lot of problem. just the thought of it makes me SIAN. haha

anyways, its damn late now and i dun feel like talking about the EVANGELISM thing i touched about a few days ago. zzzz. good night.

2007-03-28T00:44:00.000+08:00

ok, so now i am going to open my bag *meow*, haha, that is called letting the cat out of the bag] =.=

this year, i should be in my second year at YJC, but i quit college life to pursue tertiary education. i don't see myself doing A levels. i don't like the life. i feel that, exams AGAIN?! no way! i just wanna go through the same shit again. a levels is at least twice of the stress experienced in o levels. zzzz....

you might be thinking, wah! make it sound so cheem.... haha. actually it is not. its simple. it is just me quiting YJC, the TOP 10 JC as always emphasized by many in the school...[nothing big being top 10...really], and i joined in Ngee Ann Polytechnic, i got into my second course choice. not bad at all! what is my course, would u guys guess? i will reveal it in my next update! =D

on 26th march 2007, monday, i went to NP's mini IT fair to buy my laptop... its cool! I love it. its an acer laptop although weighing at 2.35kg, it has rather good specifications...let me list it our for you.
1) Intel Core 2 Duo Processor T5600
(1.83GHz, 667 MHz FSB, 2MB L2 cache0
2) 14.1" WXGA wide TFT LCD
3) Up to 384MB NVIDIA GeForce Go 730 TurboCache
4) 120GB HDD
5) DVD- Super Multi double layer
( support DVD+R Double layer/[DVD+/-RW] )
6) 1GB DDR2 (support dual-channel)
7) 802.11a/b/g wireless LAN
8) Bluetooth 2.0+EDR
9) Optimized usuability for mobile excellence
10) Acer SignalUp: High-efficiency antenna technology
11) Acer DASP: Disk Anti-Shock Protection
12) Acer GridVista: Multi-screen solution

13) Acer Video Conference: Effective online communication

14) 1.3 Mega-Pixels Webcam

ain't that bad right? all this for just $1890 i think. quite a good price. i bought insurance for my laptop too. 2 years coverage for $65.

i got a few things that came along with it, a wireless mouse, a lock for my laptop.

i took a picture of my mouse, it looks so zzzzzzzomgish!

lol. baby blue with those flower looking snowflakes...zzzz....

ZOMG! moments ago, i was walking in my room, it was squeezy as my sister put her whole keyboard in my room...i squeezed in between the keyboard and my guitar which was leaning against my wardrobe. * BANG!* ZOMG! my guitar dropped onto the floor. the sound resonated throughout the whole house. my parents who were already sleeping woke up and asked what happen? mum said," SCARE ME OUT OF MY SLEEP AH!!!" lol. sorry lor.

i picked up my guitar... ARGH! the first string snapped. zzz. i show u...

look closely... the first string snapped. T.T

ok...enough self pity...
i just came out with a list of things that i want:
1) A new set of guitar strings
2) A watch at Far East Plaza that appealed to me
3) A shaver
4) A laptop bag that is different from the one given by acer
5) A new school bag
6) More clothes
7) A new pair of lenses for my specatacles that were scratched during OBS last year
8) A mini altar table in the attic[my bedroom]
9) Final Fantasy 12 game
10) Kingdom Hearts 1 and 2 game
11) My garskin to come quickly

sigh...life can never be satisfied...

during these days at home, i was thinking about 2 things
1) set up my own business
2) open up a centre that is linked to what i am studying

i thought of having a joint venture with my friends..to sell some stuffs, things i thought are all things related to food...
drinks, dessert, pancakes...recently, sandwiches [ 2 thick slices of toasted bread with cheese, vegetables such as lettuce/tomatoes......etc , [fried eggs with things inside like thinly sliced tomatoes, ham, etc], bacon, ham and mayo/mustard sauce. ]

as for opening a centre linked to what i am studying, thats for you to guess. =D

haha.

ok, so let me tell you about my day at Ngee Ann Poly on monday, 26th march 2007.
when i bought my laptop, i was at the bus stop waiting for the bus to come to get to my grannies place. this two guys came walking to me, two things flashed through my mind
1) Oh shit! this is not good, they are going to steal my laptop/ are they gay?
2) hmm... do i sense evangelism here?

they came up to me and asked, "are you a freshman here?" i nodded my head an eyed them wearily.
they started their roll on talking to me about christianity... zz.... they asked me
1) do you know this man called jesus christ?
2) do you know what is sin?
3) Do you belief in it?
4) Do you think we were all born sinned?
5) Do you think that you and i are sinners?
6) Who can forgive us of our sin?

zzz.... i told them the right answer to their questions according to what my christian friends always say.
i told them about buddhism too... [ at that time i think the people actually made a wrong choice of converting me ]
TBC..its late already...sheesh~

2007-02-14T23:55:00.000+08:00

erm. happy new year?! lol. its kinda late. yea, i know. have been finding time to update.
during the december holidays, i have been considering and pondering repeatedly for days before sleeping every night about my future.
questions have been going through my head " what is it that i want to achieve in life?" " do i picture myself doing this in future?" "Am i doing this because of a safe future with a good salary?" "Am i doing this because of other people's expectations of me?" " am i doing this because of myself, my own passion?"
It was a childhood dream of mine to study medicine and become a doctor to benefit as many people as i can... now, it seems nearly impossible for me even to get near it. I can't take sciences as i am not allowed to, furthermore, i did not take biology...
this dream has become so far, blurred, so unreachable.....slowly, this childhood dream of mine would slowly fade away just like how leaves on the maple trees slowly turn red, drop and blown away by the wind into the horizon, never to be seen again...
During this phase of my life, i considered so many factors, did cost-benefit analysis, studied my character, the plus points of myself... many years, i was an introvert physically, never did i hear my inner-self, never did i give my extrovert part of myself to get released from this psychological barrier that prevented me from socializing, from getting the courage to make new friends and ask for what i want just like a prisoner locked up in a gloomy cell, looking forward to be freed one day.
Going to JC has built me up in character and maturity. i dare say it did. i made new friends, released my inner-self and saw a whole new perspective in life. i considered being a psychologist because of how i liked social communication, helping out stressed people, knowing more about society's problems....
i never saw this coming.....
[to be continued....*blast it! its so late already!*]

2006-12-19T22:16:00.000+08:00

In my previous post, i promised u guys pictures.

so, i took pictures of things which i quite liked and some which i found rather unique.

Tea appreciation @ Pungol camp

Found this unique chess set in Heeren

My Favourite Kimchi soup!

This Indian veg. set meal seems too much for me!

Oh ya. This food was from VivoCity. some Kopitiam which is combined with breadtalk at B2

Anyway, thats for all. i needa chiong and study already... I WILL SCORE WELL IN THE UPCOMING BLOCK TEST TO STAY IN JC2! I WILL!!!!

.:tsuneharu:.

2006-12-03T12:33:00.000+08:00

phew...its been a long while since i updated my blog. haha....i found out my tag board is faulty and i have removed it for the time being.
lots of stuff has happened.
1) the 2006 prom night is coming and i have yet to buy the lucky draw prizes.
2) recently i have been dreaming of things that would seem awfully familiar the next day. like yesterday, at pks, we has steamboat and bo piah for lunch. then yushu said," i don't want to go jeffrey's lesson today." Jeffrey was sitting a couple of tables behind us [ me, jason, li yao, zi yan, yushu, her er jie and renee...] i turned back to see if jeffrey heard what yushu said. when i did so, thatwhole scene just looked so familiar like i saw it somewhere before. another incident was when i was still in sec 3... i actually dreamed of my work place which was at ntuc in toa payoh and yjc and some random scenes in classrooms. the thing is, i dreamt it 1++ years ago...
so, these dreams are actually things that fortell my near future?
3) i got a new handphone, sony ericssons W810i. its nice, it's a walkman phone. not bad. so far dropped it 3 times nia. haha....the third drop was a painful drop....ugh.....*heart pain*....
4) this whole week was like a chalet marathon....one chalet after another. due to that, i fed so many mosquitoes that i had like 30+++ bites on my legs alone... haha. good la, at least the mosquites got food to eat. haha.
5) i must start my engines to study already. enough play and should start opening my books to study.

ok...thats all for now. i can't really remember what happened before that....
hmm.....look forward to my next update...there will be pictures, i assure you.

tsuneharu-san.

2006-10-29T18:13:00.000+08:00

yay! i turned 17 on the 26th october! woohooo.... new age new level of maturity. hm... now,
There are a few things that i think i would try to do
1) Don't argue so much with dad
2) Have lesser enemies in school?
3) Be a better role model and teacher of PKS

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after that, i rushed to PKS for teacher's meeting...[ wow! two meetings in a day...so tiring] then i found out, right now, i am the only teacher with no co-teacher teaching sec 1! oh....hoho.... i don't see it as a curse or something very suay la. i view it as a challenge and i am sure i will SUCCEED in gaining trust and respect from the class.
after the meeting, i got my prezzie! jolene, renee, zhongwei, liyao, jason(grad- class), jeremy, Yan Ming, sis, guo dong and gladys!
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after that, i went home for steamboat while the rest went little india to eat indian food... sian....i really wanted to go... then i told them that i could meet them to eat ice cream at icekimo after the dinner. they agreed.
sis and i went to icekimo and saw them there. we bought lots of ice cream to eat. so delicious. oishi!
thats all about saturday.
on friday, when i went to bugis for dinner with dad and i told him that i would go home myself when i have bought the bag that i wanted at bugis village.
after buying my bag, [ i love my bag!] i dunno what came over me and i decided to walk home. that was crazy but i din feel tired though. i don't know what came over me. i felt like i was being possessed. my mind was blank and nothing else. i kept walking and walking....
i felt so strange....
den my sister called my phone to ask where was i and i told her i was walking from bugis to kk hospital. that scared her. then she told me to take a bus home. and i did.... strange....

signing off,
tsuneharu

2006-09-20T20:22:00.000+08:00

back in a flash eh? so fast and i am back to blog some more!! today, i'll let everyone know more about myself.
Things that i don't like people to do, i don't like people to be demanding. and whatever they say or sms starts with "i want this..." , " i want that..." SO DEMANDING!!!! i don't work for you unnoe? PLUS+++++ we are still in the same ranking in the council and u demand me to do this and that.... it is seriously very irritating...when i hear people say this to me, "i want you to......", " you owe me ....by 5.30pm", "you this and you that......"....i straight away won't do what that persons says even when i know that i am supposed to do it... ****ing irritating. if people phrase it nicely and ask things from me in a nicer tone, i would at least try my best to help you.
DON'T YOU JUST AGREE WITH ME?
tsuneharu...
*storms off angrily*
Mood today= VERY ANGRY. GRRRRR...........

2006-09-18T21:24:00.000+08:00

today is a monday. "wow"its monday... haha...anyway, saturday, i went for bio yong's b'day party at east coast chalet, Costa Sands. Yushu, Jolene " zoulene" haha, jian hong, bernard, zi yan zhang yong and of course, ME were there. all of us talked crap like the good ol' days. then we talked abit about hell. Thank you bernard for letting me know about hell. I shall let u guys know about hell as well. in the inner hell, there is the cold hell and hot hell. then after that, is the surrounding hell. its suffering everywhere. not the best place to be reborn into.
anyway, we left at around 10pm fo supper!!! initially, we wanted to go to coffee bean but it was packed full with people. in the end, we went macs... haha. yaY!! macs! it has been 3 months since i went to macs, even for a drink.
after that, went home, bathe and slept. so tired~~.... sunday came so soon and i thought i just slept for 5 minutes! lol. nice... sunday school.... for a change, i was early for PKS. haha. had puja, and started the "quiz" lol... everyone did their quiz and some were worried if we would use the test results against them in the coming parents teachers meeting. lol. so funny.
after that, had lunch and went to mark my class test papers. so fun to see different types of answers and many strange answers.
oh well, primary 5 kids..... yea...
was late for jefferry's [understanding the mind] lesson for 1 hour!!! that bad!
okok, enough history that is not interesting at all. today, had econs test on market structure and i think i did quite ok, just that i din finish part c but overall, i think i did quite ok. anyway, had physics after maths. maths was hilarious and physics ah...wah... the teacher is so PMS! if i am not mistakened she is TAN LING LING! so wierd...late for 10 minutes and make a big hoohaa...and in the end wasted 20 minutes in total... haha....*tootifying*
after physics was break, completed my macluarins series reflection summary so that Francis Tan would give me more daily work marks.
then, it was computing [ same old boring stuff] then was econs, the nap attack almost overcame me lucky i asked if li min has sweets, if not i would have become like sleeping beauty... haha... then, computing again, it was at C6... same old boring stuff AGAIN....
then, had chinese, whole class decided to be late for lesson and we stayed in the canteen for 10 minutes and finally beat 113 to be the best latecomer. [ we are also ranked 1st in the whole school for being the latecomers class] power eh?
after chinese was guitar. YAY! i play the alto guitar and i get to loan one niborii guitar home which costs $1600 if i lose it. we played la Cumparsita. mr alex ABISHgenaden was so happy that we all played well that he held us back till 7.30pm...haha....
anyway, before chinese, i was a bit pissed with jasper...maybe not pissed, oh well, vincent was sleeping and he banged on the table causing vincent to wake up. i know the feeling of being woken up like that. thanks to elizabeth the sotong. sotong told jasper about her prom night something about virgin sacrifice.. dunnoe... that made jasper laugh so hard and he banged the table again. i told him that he should stop hitting the table as vincent was sleeping and i had a feeling that he ignored me! WAH LAO! jasper, please have more consideration hor... at least say sorry ya? dun be like what sotong always say, " dun be bustard siah!"
anyway, i think kelvin is becoming nicer...haha. maybe its just me.???
anyway, i'm signing off here.
tsuneharu....
*whooshhh....*